Mz Infinite Blue's blog: "A woman fed up"

And no matter what, I'll never be enough. I love till my heart can't take it.. I give all of me if even for a piece of you. God. I try to be numb but you.. You make me feel I want so badly to be the one you need I give, and I give.. And I give. So much love for you there isn't enough for me. Fuck.. Why can't I be your queen? Baby we could build together with you, As my King. I dig so deep, in search of your lost treasures Desperation to be yours. Yours.. I dwell on the thought, if even for a little while I could pretend to be in this bliss with you My love. But I can only paint this picture with me and not you Because I'm not enough. I'll never be enough .. But still, I love you. And still I paint this picture of us On my broken canvas, my own sweet art. Because maybe one day.. One day I can be your queen And you my king. And maybe, just maybe I'll be even more than enough My love. 🌹