Dont you just hate it when every corner you turn you can smell it, you know its there
Its calling out for me and I dont want to go just yet, Im sorry mom & dad Ricky i love you Genesis please take care of my kids,I'm sorry I was not the Golden Child But I did my best.I don't know where I went wrong but I wish I could have turned back the hands of time I can feel my grandmother pulling me towards her but I dont want to go,Not just yet,I want to go back into Alice's wonderland.Where I can just float in mid air,run and play with the kids.Not let any of my worries trouble me.I know when I'm Gone that my kids will be in good hands,I know that they will be well tooken care of,But I'm not going anywhere.But if I do leave this world I dont want my kids to find out how much of a looser I really am.
