i will never find a man because he wont want a women with kids and i know my wish to get a divorce wont happen i will never have the money i to get my divorce what man want a famale that still married and dont divorce . i wish i was single again and not married so i know i will not have nobody i will be lonley the rest of my life married to a man that abondon me and my kids .janet you r right you know what i mean i wish i can see what coming for me but i know whats comeing for you . and other people ut i cant do myself . i miss talking to one of my friend he understands me but now he in another state he was a good lissoner i look up to him like a little brother to me oh will i feel nobody cares and hate me but i did not do nothing to them i try to help people but later on i get stab in the back by them and i am sick of triederd of it that why i am afried to make friends and get close to people . and for males i am afreid to be hurt by them