People are odd creatures. Curiosity killed the cat and it has nine lives - so why do we need to know so much about a person and what motivates them to act in certain ways? I tell you I need a break, and you want to know why. I tell you because I don't think I'm being fair to you and don't want to be a person who uses people as props in life, and you're confused. i wish I could tell you more, but I'm afraid of hurting your fragile ego, if you were a cat you'd be on your last few lives - just leave things be.