Addicted to My Disease
Darkness is my home, but my life is just not whole,
Something's missing, it's all a lie, watchthis place collide.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll bethere,
Vengence will be mine,I've got to take mylife back,
The time has come for me to rise above myself,
Create and destroy, build it up and break itdown,
It's my time to dream, I'll close my eyes andleave myself behind,
Watch myself slip away intonothingness, Meditation in my mind,
Innerselfsuicide to take away the pain, I've lost all my feeling forthe time,
I'm not affraid to fade away, For thismoment I am happy,
I'm losing my soul and losing mymind, Wake the fuck up,
Some things will neverchange, I'm a fiend for my rage,
I'm addicted to myown disease, I plagued me, now I'm plagued forlife,
I'll have to go on living this way, I wantthis all to end,
But maybe I am bound by fate, Too much time has elapsed,
The virus inside keeps me inrelapse, Adrenaline from my anger,
It tastes sodevine, It tastes so good,
It send shivers up my spine, Forever and ever
I'll be addicted to mydisease.
