thoughtless
Thoughts of suicide
Too much rage
Consume my life
Stage by stage
I lay here staring
At the blackness of my heart
Knowing that we've grown too far apart
I want to speak
To tell you how I feel
Your voice makes me weak
Your eyes make me kill
Worrying about us
Was all I seemed to do
I know its over
And I'm glad
I won't waste anymore tears
On the good times we had
I wasted my breath
Saying "I love you"
All of a sudden
Crying is all I seemed to do
Now that you're gone
I finally see
That you are better off
Without me