Just me's blog: "Poetic"

I am but fine sand, Meant for deepest blue of the darkest pit, I have been worn and fragmented, From ebb and flow of emotional discontent. I am but fine sand, Ever to be tread upon, I am small broken and jagged, But you have never felt such a soft blade as me. I am but fine sand, I am desired upon your flesh, I will make you remember that beautiful day, I am what you want me to be, And I, Am everlastingly soft.

I am not like you, I am not a human, I am not so frail and weak, I am not so mean and cruel, I am nice and kind, Even when I am not happy still I am kind, Even when my heart is full of hate still I am nice, I am not so hateful and unkind as you, I am an animal, soft and sweet, I am not bitter and low as you, I am nice when I am sad, I will make you laugh when I cry, I love the people who can not love themselves, I am a friend when you need one most, And I can be a most vicious enemy if you hurt my family or friends, I am not like you, I am not human, I am too kind to be you.

It is but a fabrication Of dreams long past Of loves that never were and never can be Of Lives long forgotten and people that are long since gone Of friends that have never been or ever will be It is but a fabrication The fabrication of humanity The fabrication of truth and justice The fabrication of fair play And of all people are created equal But alas Humanity is just a word Truth and justice will never be Fair play is something no one does And all people are created equal Is surrounded by hate, fear and racism This is it Our world in a nut shell.

My journey has yet to begin and already I have set forth on the road of what I will come None can say but I shall slay the dragon when it appears and sing with the folk of the Lands I come to I shall be the shadow when need be and the valiant knight when I must I shall meet new comrades and love more for it I shall have my proud and noble steed I shall be the man I want to be and triumph when I may and be defeated when its time But until that day I shall ride through the night to save who I may to fall in love and Have my castle I will defend my family what ever the cost and be the victor over evil But as I stand this day I have no sword yet to speak of no love to save no place to sing No horse as of now and no castle that can be seen but I will be the champion of this life If I have to come back again and again I shall win my prize.

This rose I keep within me is black From days gone by of fear and dread This rose that is for you is withered From this pain I feel and do not write of This rose I have planted is wilted and dead From having me as the planter of the seed This rose I do not know is harsh and thorny From being grown within an undead shell This rose I keep within will stay within For it can not grow in light of day This rose is not a rose but a flower of doom It will be the only rose my heart will see.

My heart still bleeds its faithless tears. My soul still waits for sweet release. My pain still comes everyday. My fear still beats and holds me down. My honor still feels dishonorable. My pride still creeps along the floor. Though I have so much pain in my life I am happier then I can ever remember being, my life is full of pain but I’m still here, I will live my life to the fullest possible and to quote some very smart guys, I will not go gentle into that good night and I will take the road less traveled by.

Let me die with a cold breeze upon my chest Let me feel the wind under my feet as my soul let fly Let me see my death in black and white Let me feel my heart stop and expire And let me see all that I love one last time.

In my heart I am with you. In my heart I’m holding you. In my heart I can see your face. In my heart I can smell your hair. In my heart I can kiss your lips. In my heart I am truly happy.

I am the Metal Bard I like my music fast and loud I like my poetry soft and proud I like my friends true and kind I like my words to flow in time I like my soul and its rhythmic chime I like my life and my poetic mind.

As sun rises on horizon far to cast shadow long of emaciated skull And bring forth long dead to roam the earth with stench of decay Cold rays of hot sun beam down on surface wet to freeze the lives Of worm eaten soldier with battle cry it does join the breach With blades of light and spears of wind battle rages on to the end The eternal battle of darkness and light will forever roll in to the future And back to the past never a victor never an end.