SillyGurrlly's blog: "Poetry and stuff!!"

Current mood: touched The confusion began that day,When all of our hearts turned grey.The strength of Grace had passed away. Grace was my grandma's name She helped us with our problems and lives She lived with God in all of her heart She did 100% more then her part I remember her warm loving touch She shined so bright and cared so much! She smiled through her physical pain Knowing very well what she would gain. I went to her instead of God I know that now she's gone She is happy now,she can walk and run She's rejoicing in her perfect form with God and his son. I miss her and love her so very much She taught me so much,even on a crutch! I do want to see her again someday So Jesus please take all these sins away. Please Jesus help me take her place Give me the wonderfull words of Grace! Take me away from this world of sin I'll do what I have to untill you win. Direct me in your peacefull light Block the darkness that blinds my sight. Grandma's gone and you are here I know that now its almost clear. It started with her to start with you Now we all know through her the truth. And we know what it is we should do. Thankyou jesus,I thankyou for Grace! Could you tell her I love her and miss her face Can you tell her I thank her for everything she's done But mainly for telling me about your son. Tell her I will see her again someday again. The seed she planted has just began to limb. Goodbye Grandma Grace next to you please save me a place. Goodbye Grandma Grace for your words and love I will always embrace!!!!! Goodbye and Amen.

Happiness is coming back! Its been a long time since i actually felt like that! Finding peace and fighting hard. All the stupid people That talk some shit. Say your friends of mine U TARD! Come around u might get hit Because i am tired of all this fucking shit!!!!!!!! Leave me alone don't talk to me. Fine talk about me and let me be!!!! Fuck the Bitches and fuck the pervs!!!! I am better then that i know u heard!!! if u don't know i am telling u all!!!! I am so nice if u r true to me. But my private life is for me thats all!!! so lets chat and shit and we will see!!!!!hehehehehehehehehe

Hey mabe its time to get up on it! To start the fight and make it happen. Strive for something and follow through. Make it last and don't hold back. Grab it by the hair and pull it. Make it hard and don't let go. The strands of dreams and hope. Pull out if your dreams r thin,but hold out if your dreams r thick. Either Way They Need To Stick! Laziness is heaving me and won't let go. Its my Enemy thats winning me. Drama is upon my back with my enemy laughing at me, HYPOCRACY! (CHORUS) This cycle in my life is trash. Its time to throw it out and fast. Realizing life is short, thats going faster everyday.Wondering where life has went,Now its time to get a GRIP! Make it last and make it stick. Higher help is my friend. Rebbelion is what drew me in. Gone so long and don't know why. Its Time to FIGHT and not just try. Stand up and take his hand. It can't be done without this friend. I Take everything and I lift it up. You take it away and u fill my cup. Pure running water, it cleanses my soul. My sinfull ways, it rezens the BOWL. Taking away all that u made whole. I start again and then i cry. PLEASE strengthen me before i die. I WILL SUCEED AND NOT JUST TRY! JUST REMEMBER GOD IS THERE! And God doesn't care what u wear. Or what u have done or where u r. God and his son r waiting for u. Do u feel like you r missing sumthin? Do u feel like your falling apart? Just accept Jesus in your heart. And with this u will always win. Oh ya and don't worry so much about sin. That is why he died for us on the cross. So don't condenm yourself and get lost. (CHORUS) This cycle in my life is whacked. Its time to throw it out and fast. Realizing life is short, thats going faster everyday.Wondering where life has went,Now its time to get a GRIP! Make it last and make it stick. Higher help is my friend. Rebbelion is what drew me in. Gone so long and don't know why. Its Time to FIGHT and not just try. Stand up and take his hand. It can't be done without this friend. Hope is what holds me in. Getting to tired of pulling hard. Take a breathe he's got my back. Resting but keeping guard. The prince of darkness has the world Hijacked. So get some wisdom and read the word. Life is tooo Short if u havn't heard! The End Finally lol

YO SUP! Panties all in a bunch Bitchen and startin crap Take them out and eat some lunch Whay ya got to do all dat Just shutup and get on my lap No worries no infomercials Its time to chill and light one up Hey its me YO SUP? Sillygurrlly is my name Wit u and anyone i act the same So don't give me no shit I'm not in the mood I'm tired of the same old bit If u want to fall in love Sorry its not me DUDE If I like u i will chat And take u where its all at Which i have no idea Where AT is supposed to Beaa Anyway i am sillin out So Silly Here without a doubt Farewell to u and Peace Out

I NOT PLAYIN!! Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry I AM AFRAID To Go Outside Today!!Let me explain what I feel to say, Cause I Am Afraid in a wierd kinda way! I'm am not afraid of the scrubs and thugs. I'm am afraid of my lack of love. I expect alot of myself for sure. Not livin and lovin and being like me. The last 5 years have been a blurrr! And the whole time molding me and makin me see and showin me how I should bee. I need to extinguish this cloud of smoke. Its dirty and heavy and taking my breath away. I aint lying this aint no joke! Its coming around and its makin ya choke! The lies,the thighs,the drink,the cries,the pain,the drugs,the game! Anything I do, Its all the same! Trying not to care what people think. Its when I wanna take a lil drink. Do sumthin you should not have done. cannot be undone,the lies shall come! YUP it all somehow ends up like that, But Hold On before you pick up that bat! Pray and learn and listen and love wit me! There is a reason why we are all here Today!! So put down the bat and lets be the ones to help the people that hold up thier Guns!! IF ya say........YeeeeeHawwww!!! IF ya say........Waaaaduuuuup!!! IF ya say........Beep......Beeep!!! IF ya say........SHUT-UUUUUP!!! IF ya say........I'm Gayeeeeee!!! IF ya say........HOORAYEEEEE!!! I am just glad we r all different and here today! For Real Doggy Dog! You know whats up! Can you please overfill my little cup. Everyone sayin they pimps!!! I don't see no hoes,I just see some wimps! And the Players and hoes and haters what the hell is going On! If you grew up that way then its all good,But sh*% nigga move On! ITS TIME TO FIND OURSELVES AND LIVE ON!!!!