INXS421's blog: "Poetry and Thoughts"

When I was a child I lived with so much pain, My father left this world without having a chance to say good bye. Years went by and my Nana left us too, Fortunately she had this chance to see us all before her time came. More years go by and wouldn’t you know, Both of my other Grandparents left me with never having a chance to say good bye. The pain and loss I feel to this day, Of never having a chance to tell them all how much I love them. Never again will I miss a chance, To tell those I love just how much I care. Though their feelings may not be the same, My love for them will never change. This lesson I have learned is one I will share, Never miss a chance to tell those who are special to you, Just how much you care and love them. For our time is finite and ever so fleeting. by INXS421 04/04/07

If I’ve said I love you a thousand times, It could never be enough. My life is now more complete, Then I had ever hoped for. With you as my friend, This world no longer holds any fears. With you by my side, Any dream would pale in the light. Your shining eyes, that beautiful smile, Brings more joy and peace than I have ever known. The feel of you wrapped safe in my arms, Oh how I have loved those times, more than you can ever know. If I tell you I love you a million times, It would be a million times too few. For this love that I feel for you, Can never be more than any man has felt before. I wish you could know my heart, the way you make me feel, Just by being you, thank you for all that you have done. by INXS421 04/07/07

Her voice, whispering gently in my ear, The partial grin on her mouth telling me I'm full of it. The twinkle in her eye that means she has a plan, The arch of her back when cradled in my arms in the expectation of a warm kiss. The scent of her neck right before I nibble it, maybe bite, The pure delight when I hold her in my arms and she become weightless. I can go on and on, there's more and more endless. For all the planning in the world is meaningless because when I see you, Hold you, I become enamored all over again. I'm in no rush, not at all. It’s just these are some of the things I miss. by INXS421 04/02/07

I've thought, and still think of you, Every day, without exception. I haven't forgotten one moment we've shared, I still cherish them as a rose loves the sun. I've thought about you at every turn, you’re there in my mind, The first person I'd want to share with all that happens in my day, Your influence and presence are so strong. I wonder that there's no one that will measure up to you for me, It's not a physical desire, it's well beyond that, but the deep connection we had, Maybe still have, our deep desire to gain understanding and trust. I just can't seem to find any of the qualities you possess, Anywhere but in your arms and I just want you to know. I'm not expecting anything, I just miss you so and wanted you to know. My love for you has blossomed into something, My heart has finally known joy, It has been so very long, since I have felt this way. I just want you to know, I Love You. by INXS421 04/09/07

Last night I awoke from a dream, Thinking there was someone in my room. I know the noises in the house most likely it was the boiler, But I woke in a sweat, heart beat out of my chest. I asked if it was you, I reached out to a figure, It was just my imagination. I flicked the lights on and realized it was just a dream, It was so haunting, scary in a way. Hair of a lions mane, pale skin and loving eyes. Softly I smiled…. It had to be your memory. by INXS421 04/03/07

The feel of your body next to me, The warmth of your skin against mine. Softly kissing you, terrified of this first night, Will you want me? Do you know how hard my heart is beating, The fright I feel laying here next to you. Looking into those beautiful eyes, Trying to read what they are saying. I am surprised to see, My feelings reflected back at me. Snuggled up close to you, Feeling your heart beat. Are you as afraid as I am, Do you wonder if I find you attractive? Look into my eyes, see my passion, This flame burns so hot for you. We have talked of this night for so long, Can you know how much I want you? Honey, feel my love, taste my kiss, Know always that for you, this flame burns hot and true. by INXS421 04/11/07

As clear as day, I grasp the benefit of the woman. All of her experience and all of her scars, Yet she gives me more than she expected. The one I thank on a daily basis, For the most delicious energy I have ever tasted. With no hesitancy, I would say it to her face and smile. There are so many things in my heart, It is as clear as day …….to me. by INXS421

How should a man show his love, For this is one of the hardest things men must learn. To just say the words, no, for they are just wind, But to support the woman he loves with all his heart and soul. To see the love blossom in her eyes, When she knows her man will stand beside her all through her days. To feel the touch of her skin, As you walk hand in hand down all the roads of life. To smell the sweet perfume of her skin, When you hold her tight when she is in need of a hug. To feel her warm body pressed against yours, On a cold winters night. All this and more, are what men need to learn, That showing the woman you love will bring you more happiness. A woman’s love is the rock on which all men can face the world, And know that with her by his side, all things are possible. by INXS421 04/07/07

A simple kiss to remember you by, Your warm breath on my skin. You have touched me in so many ways, More than just the physical. When I have held you in my arms my love, I knew an Angel had come to Earth in you. Twice now I have watched my Angel fly away, My heart has flown with her each time. I wonder at times if she knew what she carried, Those times she has flown from my arms. I know an Angel can never rest, She has so much work do to. But if she needed to rest at times, She will have my heart for her pillow. And when she flies away again, A simple kiss is all I need. For it will hold me heart and soul. Until her time for rest comes again. by INXS421 04/03/07

Just a quick note as I pass through my day, I want to give you more than any other man has. When you open your eyes, I want you to always have a sense of peace surrounding you. As you go through your day, I want you to look forward to our time together in the evening. The laughter, cooking together, walks in the moonlight, A feeling of love you may never have had. We have many up hill battles to hurdle, But together we can make things happen. You have slowly come to me in a subtle way, To my amazement you really do want the best for me. I love you my darling more with each passing day, I know I shouldn’t tell you this as we are so far away. by INXS421 04/02/07