Rogue's blog: "poetry by me Lol"

Never A sinking feeling fills your heart Anger and confusion takes over Pain so intense you cry out in anguish Tears blur your vision as the heartache fills your soul It wasnt suppose to hurt this bad It wasnt suppose to matter You knew from the start it wasnt meant to be Could never happen,Could never matter So why does it hurt Why does it matter You said you were strong that you can deal You build walls that remove your chance to be hurt But those walls were lowered in a blink of an eye And you were left naked to the pain Rejection feeds ur doubts making you question everything Regret shows in your eyes as you lash out Why did you have to fall for him You should have protected yourself You should have never lowered those walls Free You sit alone among flickering candles Their glow reflects off your still frame You tilt your head back as the feelings wash over you Conviction fills your soul You know what you must do You know has to be done Relief consumes your troubled soul Free from pain Free from rejection You know how to end the torment Soft sounds fill the quiet night What a perfect night to die You think to yourself A gentle warmth embraces you as you caress the cold steel a gentl smile lights up your face You whisper goodbye into the night as the cold steel pierces your skin Honesty Honesty is something you feel is your right The only thing true and just in an otherwise cruel world But what if that honesty is something you dont wanna hear How would you react How would you deal Would you rant and rave or scream and cry Would you listen Honesty is something you have to listen for under every word ,every feeling lies a grain of truth Honesty can be good Honesty can be bad and it can also be painful They always say the truth hurts or the truth can be as painful as a lie I never believed that until now The truth hurts like a stab to your heart Do you still want Honesty Confusion Rejection,Betrayel I want to know why Deception,Cruelity How could you do this Depression,Anguish How can i want you Anger,Confusion The love i had for you is freely given Darkness.Lust The pain is to much to bear Rage,Hatred Ill make you pay Broken,Lifeless You crushed my heart and soul Revenge Determenation It wasnt suppose to end this way These are all the emotions you made me feel Desire,Loyality I will always love you no matter the pain you have caused me Devotion,Love I will always wait for you

Soulmate Chilling thoughts fill my head As confusing emotions set in Desperation in every move Seeking to fill the empty soul Wondering why this is so hard Searching reaklessly through the times Justicifiable rage setting in As unholy anger consumes your soul Where is he , Where is my soul Why hasn't he came to me Why isnt he here Tears glistening in the void Rage and desperation vanish As he appears souls mirging as one Joining together for all time Maddness Screams echo across the barren plain Streams and rivers turn to red Invisable forces control your actions Bodies topple before you As you walk throught the night Piercing crys fill your mind Satisfing your thirst for revenge Strolling through the carnage Trembling hands reach out to find release Wind tearing through your hair As yo top and run your gaze across the bloodspattered plains How could this have happened How could this be Why did you lose control What has come over you You were never this way What could have happened to change you so much Voices whisper the answer as terror consumes you Maddness.... Connection Sitting together in empty silence Not talking,Not touching Emotions and thoughts fill the void Happiness consumes your soul Your connection with him grows stronger Tingling sensations travel throughout your body You feel alive, more alive than ever before As night turns to dusk your both still together sitting there in empty silence Not talking, Not touching Your connection tells you all you need to know This is meant to be Will always be Nothing will ever destroy this This is forever Spellbound Twisting and turning I'm all you see Draining your thoughts Ending your dreams You have no choice You have no will I cast my web And your entangled I take you over without a thought Your mine You cant fight me You will never win I am spellbinding I am supernatural You never had a chance Torment Standing alone in the darkness Feelings and emotions swirl around A tormented past creeps silently into your thoughts Your heart throbs faster as the vision takes over Blinding pain fills your head as you fall to your knees in terror Silent tears fall down your cheeks As the memory course throughout your soul Fists clenched to your chest As you face the spector of the one who destroyed you Without a thought He took what he wanted He took what he needed Rage taking over now You try to take control Stabbing pain in every move You try to fight Who will win Nightmares A twisted dream fills your mind As you lay locked in slumber Twitching and turning all through the night You cant escape the terror Disfigured hands pull and tear at your fragile skin Laughing and leering he plays Locked in slumber you cannout fight Twisting and falling you cannot hear The silent voice that commands your dreams Blood soaking your sleeping frame As you try and claw the hurtfull hands from your body Horror written on your face As the face of the one is made known You lunge upright amongst twisted sheets Screaming in anguish at what you have seen Death Blood falling from the sky Tormented souls crying in anguish Darkness closing in Demons coming through No where to run No where to hide Hes coming to claim you Hes coming to play Demented beings all around You have no choice but to play Broken puppets on a string He'll make you dance He'll make you sway Controlling your thoughts He'll make you pay You gotta run You gotta hide Before he claims your soul Sleep Sleep, your time away from real life Everything around you is falling apart Only your nightmares are there and you can live with that You feel the pain and know it dont hurt you bleed and know you wont scar people die and you know they will be there you also die but know you will live you can be poor and be rich your life can be pathetic but still be perfect your dreams are your salvatinn your nightmares your reality while sleeping nothing matters and nothing comes to pass is it any wonder we dont want to wake i know many times i would choose sleeping enternally pver living reality so why do i wake