People see the darkest point
As that which haunts their life
I say the bottom hits
When your mind can not see the light
My mind is tired of consequence
Of a fault that's not my own
For pain impressed upon me
When respect is all that was shown
I'm lost in thoughts unaccounted for
That haunt my very soul
I wonder where they've wandered to
But I guess it's not for me to know
I gave up too much of myself
When there was nothing for me to do
I let go of who I was
Because I was scared of you
Kick me, hit me
Force me to scream
Then cut off my air supply
because you didn't want to hear me
You've never had respect for me
And i given you my best years
All you given in return
Is a lifetime of fear
I'm done with you, It's over!
I want to finally be me
I want to smile again and laugh again
And be the person I used to be
I'm lost in thoughts unaccounted for
They hurt my tortured soul
I wonder where they've wandered to
But I guess I'll never know
I sit here now with tears streaming down
My mind is tired of the fight
Thank God my friends are with me
To help make sure thing turn out right
I can't stand the thought of you near me
I don't want to hurt anymore
I want to smile again freely
And be the girl I always was before.
I'm lost in thoughts unaccounted for
That haunt my very soul
I wonder where they've wandered to
But I guess it's not for me to know