To you, life was perfect, "peachy-keen"
My eyes didn't see it like that
You say, every couple fights now and then
My heart didn't think it was right
I'll try harder, or, It'll get better, was all I ever heard
My ears don't wanna listen to you
I scream my face blue, and you hold me still
My hands don't feel yours anymore
Asking me to stay isn't going to work
My feet are walking away
My knees begin to falter, my heart palpitates, and my stomach rides a coaster to the moon
I smile like a child who has yet to see the world
Wait!, my brain makes me halt
Can we go through this again?
I want to fabricate a sign to say "Fragile, Handle With Care"
You gaze into my eyes, as if to tell me it's alright
I'm not sure if this is reality, or a farce
My soul unlocked, I reveal every little thing
We prattle on for hours and hold each other like the world will end tomorrow
Returned to my castle, I lapse into a fathomless slumber
Awoken by the newly risen sun I am found wanting
What have I done
To feel all this pain
That you force upon me?
Put the blame where it belongs
The sun's almost down
Where will I turn?
Don't I get a say in this?
Until I figure out what this all means
I can't be around you anymore
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Sitting alone in this darkened place
Looking at everything around
But nobody sees
The way that I cry
The way that I feel
Why won't anyone listen to me?
I scream out, but it goes unheard
I'm in this cage by myself
Why?
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Lying here tonight
In the shallow depths of my life
Trying to reconstruct it
Into something I see fit for it to be
Understanding that I mean nothing
Like a tiny speck in this huge world
Whatever happens, nothing do I affect
Always have been
Always will be
Forgettable