BACK's blog: "poetry n stuff"

sometimes i cut myself just to watch it bleed i dont know i just feel the need everything inside ties me in a knot it seems like its the only release i got they tried to say it was all for attention motherfucker wheres all my tension i hurt inside til i dont know me when i feel pain it sets me free its not the same as what you did you broke my heart and then you hid so, i cut myself just to watch it bleed i dont care i just feel the need

a heart will love when it wants to giving you hope 'spite all you do a heart will hope even when blue for her return back home to you a heart will cry cause shes not true bleeding inside when she hurts you a heart will die as it will do without that love that once loved you

i new you were mine the moment we met it passed all too soon pain i couldnt get time passed, met again hearts grew together inseparable one grown now forever but parted again can i hate this time to forget this pain it seems such a crime can i remember yet still be your friend if not then i guess this will be the end

silent petals drift from a blackened rose held loosely in one hand, chased to the ground by soft drops slowly runing from fingertips, rose eventually falls from weakend hand, forgotten carelessly as memories of a cherished time fade her face the only thing left before blurry eyes the good times forgotten, the pain, gone, the bed made, soon his mind wanders, he sees friends long since past, waving sadly they welcome him once more breathing, heart, life, slows, eventually he falls and takes his last, the wounds never to close, the heart never to heal life drifts away

betrayed frayed heart broken wide broken chokin this time i cried hope? nope every time you lied you took away something special inside

Consumed by the darkness that lies within, Never to know loves sweet embrace again, Shadows overwelm the person i was to be, Tainting a soulonce pure, dying to be free, But still afraid to be welcomed into the light, So comforting has become my personal night, Even surrounded by shadows and pain, My heart longs to be lifted from this stain, If just one person dared to see, What lies in the shadows inside me, One hope, One dream, One whisper, One smile, One person whos beauty inside dared to reach out to mine, If one person just dared to send me a sign, I might not be lost to the darkness inside, I might find that person in which to confide, All the love, the hope, the pain, the fears, I'd never again have to shed tears, Thinking nobody loves me, nobody likes me, Nobody has ever bothered to see, Past the heart of darkness hidden in me, To the soul inside begging to be free, Simply to love me for me.

much of the world have these tired eyes seen, of death and darkness does this tired mind dream, for love and peace does my lonely heart long, while i sit here and wonder how can it be wrong, with tired eyes and dreaming mind, i walk the world longing to find, that special person destined to be, the one and only just for me.

Inside i cry, Inside i die, Inside i feel the whole world should fry, for the pain inside will never be gone. inside i bleed, for a heart never freed, inside i feel the world should take heed, through the pain inside, i can't carry on.