teqwuilla w8ress 4 club oasis's blog: "poetry"

paper Aug 3, 2005 12:39 PM a peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. just a once white paper making my thoughts real. If I like it I'll hang it for others to see. This fine paper that reveals so much about me. If I hate it then it's okay for me to tear it to shreads. Because sometimes thoughts are fleeting and should never be read. A peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. Just a once white paper making my thoughts real.

boys lie, girls cry as i sit and wonder why, i watch the time as it passes by her innocence she held inside she gave it to him because she thought it was right for him she would have died, but all he did was laugh inside he knew he would break her heart, he knew that he had torn her apart, he played her as if it was an art, and she fell so easily she thought he was her wind beneath her wings, she promised everything, so did he, but only she really felt it when they kissed, only she thought when they were together it was bliss but now she sits, he broke her heart her innocence torn apart, her life upside down for love he was all she thought of, boys lie, girls cry I sit back and ask why? Why does it only get worse as time passes by? my innocence has died now i know it wasn't right why did you have to break my heart? you couldn't just break it, you tore it apart! why did I fall so easily? why did I give you everything? how come I felt it when we kissed? now I wish I didn't exsist boys lie, girls cry as I sit and wonder why, I watch time as it passes by writen by: Tosha Lane 8/11/2007 2:31am

my unfinished song... work in progress Current mood: artistic Category: Music chorus- think you can tame me; claim me? oh no no no boy you're crazy, no maybe; and you hafta go think you can save me??? BUT I DON'T NEED A HERO!!! verse 1- used to find it funny how you followed me around i had you wrapped anround my finger, thats what i found yet you never got to realizing that you and me made a crowd now you pushed too damn far I'm taking you to the pound CHORUS verse 2- time and time again you pop up at my place told you one too many times i need my space wanted you to back off but i still see your face jus give me one more reason, i swear thats all it takes CHORUS verse 3- every other day I've got you in my way tellin me how to act and what i should say I made it this far alone; only wanted you to play now your voice is in my head and it wont go away CHORUS writen by: tosha lane/gravitt

iam not my father i am not my gender i am not my beauty i am not those men who want me i am not that tired sigh i am not that smirk i am not that pain i am not that tear i am not those memories i am not that lost dream i am not that open wound i am not that lost child i am not my past one moment does not define me one breath does not captivate me one stare does not know me one smirk does not see me one sigh does not understand me through the luaghs and pain, fear and regret my life was not defined but through the rain and snow, the heart and soul i became who i chose to be, what i am i made myself. those who think they know me do not see me and they do not even know themselves.

she reminds me of a crab, even the way she works, backs up with her little cart into her little hole , looks at you like its all your fault she's old. funny; if she even noticed it would make her even more mad, but it's probably the most attention she's ever had