t's blog: "Poetry"

Over the years we lose Those who are dearest to the heart Never do we imagine That we would ever be torn apart Mikey was a gentle guy With a heart that was made of gold He was way to young to die He was only 19 years old His life was taken away All we have is our past The good times, the bad times The memories we'll make last The angels are coming Is what the one boy did say Clinging for hope As his life slipped away The jeep had rolled four times From the car Mikey was thrown He was carefree Theres no way he could have known Tears start to flow Like the wind in the trees If only someone had been there To take away the keys His spirit has gone to heaven His body is finally laying sound We will stand and hold hands As hes lowered to the ground We refuse to say goodbye Because goodbye is forever At the end of this lifetime Mikey Is when we'll be together

Lately ive been crying More then I usually seem to do But I didnt care if I please anyone Except when it came to you The past 3 days have been hell Nothing I do seems right I get up in the morning And all day long we fight I get depressed so I cry Realising that your mad But you hide it so well But I can see feel it and it makes me sad Your words seem to cut deeper Then any knife can seem to do I just seem to help myself From falling inlove with you

Imagine your whole life Coming to an end Imagine your broken heart Never being able to mend Imagine all those tears That you have cried Imagine all those times That he has lied Imagine all those times He was never there Imagine how you felt After each tear

Whats my reason for living Why do I always seem to cry Why do I feel useless Why do I always feel I should die Whats my reason for living When I just cant seem to smile Why is it im only happy When im with my friends for a while Whats my reason for living When theres no expression on my face Whats holding me back from dieing When its my future I want to erase

Im pretending I dont miss you Im pretending I dont care Im pretending I can live my life Without you being here Im pretending it dont hurt To see you up and go Im pretending it dont bother me Even though I miss you so Im pretending I dont need you Im pretending that I cant see Im pretending I dont hear them When they say were meant to be

I pray dear Lord That you can hear my now I pray by my bed Thats where I bow I pray dear Lord That you will grant a wish That the fun times im having Will stay like this I pray dear Lord That you would give me strength And walk beside me in my life Whatever be its length I pray dear Lord Everynight that I sleep That you'll remove my worries And them you will keep I pray dear Lord Before I close my little eyes That from me you shield All the deceatfullness and lies

Behind these hands You can see my face A face thats sad Yet full of grace Behind these hands You can see my soul My withered hearts beatin As it takes its toll Behind these hands You can see my frown You cannot see my eyes For they are looking down Behind these hands You can hear me cry Behind these hands Im praying that I would die

In my dreams I see You and I together In my dreams I see You and I forever In my dreams is where I hold you so tight In my dreams were together Both day and night In my dreams is where Nothing can go wrong In my dreams is where They always play our song In my dreams is when I can honestly say I care In my dreams is where I always see you there In my dreams I cry Because you and I arent together In my dreams is where I realize Theres no such thing as forever

Whats lost is now forgotton Our friendships in the past The times we laughed and joked Are the memories I'll make last There wasnt a day that went by That I didnt think of you When our friendship ended It was like a nightmare had come true There will be times when I laugh That ill instantly think of you I hope there be times when you laugh That you start thinking of me too So goodbye to our friendship And I hope that you take care When life gets to tough And you dont think anyone is there Just call out my name And ill hear it in my heart As God as my witness Thats something that cant be torn apart

Everytime I hold you close Everytime I see you smile Everytime you start to giggle It makes it all worth while Everytime I hear your voice Everytime I watch you play Everytime I go to sleep I cant wait till the next day Everytime you leave Everytime you go Everytime you come back I realise how ive missed you so Everytime I kiss you And I hear you sigh Everytime you leave I dread the word Goodbye