nascar81's blog: "Poetry"

I want to tell you I love you I want to tell you I miss you I want to tell you I need you But whenever I have the chance the words are not there I want to tell you I love you I want to tell you I miss you I want to tell you I need you But whenever I try the words are not there I want to tell you I love you I want to tell you I miss you I want to tell you I need you But whenever we talk the words are not there I want to tell you I love you I want to tell you I miss you I want to tell you I need you Whenever the chance arrives the words are not there I want to tell you I love you I want to tell you I miss you I want to tell you I need you But whenever things seem to go the right way the words are not there I want to tell you I love you I want to tell you I miss you I want to tell you I need But the words are no there so this will have to do I love you with everything I have I miss you everyday I need you with me to give strength Everything that you do makes me whole and for that I love you

At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you When I think of you I get feeling I cant describe At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you When I make a wi*s to see you At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you Everyday I sit I think I wish and dream of you You mean everything to me At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you When the darkness fills my heart and soul I sit and think of you At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you Your my light, your my safety, your my friend, your my sterngth,when thing seems to go wrong your the one I turn to and everything melts away your the one I love and the one who makes me whole without you where would I be At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you No matter what the future holds I know in my heart and soul your the one I keep dreaming of

In your eyes I see the future In your eyes I see your soul In your eyes I see all the pain In your eyes I see all the love In your eyes I see all the doubt In your eyes I see all that can be And all the things I see in your eyes I am scared to say that I feel the same as you In your eyes I see what makes you a great person And in your eyes I see what happiness is all about I want to say how I feel but whenever I look in your eyes I cant say what I feel In your eyes I can not bare to look for very long Cause if I do I will start to cry and I havent got the strength To cry for I am afraid if I do I wont have the strength to carry on So I am here to say in your eyes all I see is what can never be.

Your in my head Your in my heart Your in my dreams Your in my thoughts We have been through the thick and the thin We have been through the ups and downs We have been through the good and the bad WE have been through so much and I have not gone a stray I am here when you need a friend so why is it so hard for me to say What is in my heart I just wish I could just let go and tell you how I feel But I am afraid that you wont feel the same so until I know for sure my feelings for you shall remain inside And with that bein said You shall remain in my head In my heart In my dreams And in my thoughts And thats my confession of the heart

As the darkness falls the shadows fade As the shadows fade all I see is you in the distance And as I walk toward you the closer I get the farther away you get I need to find a way to get to you and tell you how I feel But everytime I get close enough to say what I feel you get farther away and the farther away you get it gets hard to see So as the shadows fade the darkness falls and theres nothing that can be done Until the light shines through so I will wait until that day comes and the light shines through

As the clouds start to roll in the sun slowly fades As the sun slowly fades night falls and the stars shine As the stars shine I look up and wonder what it would be like to sit and stare at the sky above with you by my side And as I sit and stare at the sky above and wonder what it would be like without you but all I see is you looking back at me You are my friend you are my rock and I dont know what I would do if I didnt have you so I am here to say thank you for being there when I needed a friend And as the night continues and the stars still shine I sit and wonder how I can tell you how I feel I want you to know but yet I dont for I am afraid that you would run and I dont know what I would do if I didnt have you

As I sit and wait I think to myself what should I do As I sit and wait I ask myself should I let you know As I sit and wait and decide what I should do one thing is clear My feeling for you are strong and true As I sit and wait theres one thing that makes things clear my feeling for you are real As I sit and wait I think to myself what should I do As I sit and wait I ask myself should I let you know I know one thing for sure my feelings for you are true I want to tell you the truth I want to scream and let you know But I am afraid that you dont feel the same So as I sit and wait I think to myself should I let you know

My heart pounds My heart races My stomach gets butterflies My stomach gets knots So I look inside to find the strength and courage to let you know whats been held inside for so long. Only if I could just let it out It tears me up inside cause I want you to know my feelings for you But its just to hard but out of all things I want and love You are the one who makes my life complete You have been there to cheer me up when noone else could You are the one who understood so I think its time that you know What you mean to me Out of all the things I want and love one thing is becomeing clear and thats the one thing in my life that feels right is my feelings for you So out of everything I want and love the one I know for sure is Your the one I want and the one I love and thats what I wanted you to know.

As the moon rises and the sun fades I want to scream I want to yell As the moon rises and the sun fades Everything starts to clear and when the time is right I want to scream I want to yell When everything becomes clear and the feelings that are held inside finally come out I want to scream I want to yell What a big relief it will be to finally tell you how I truely feel I want to scream I want to yell When everything is said and done and feelings are out I want to scream I want to yell Oh what the hell I LOVE YOU!!!!

My days are long and my nights are short My nights are short and my days are long Without you I wouldnt be where I am today Without you I wouldnt survive Without you I couldnt breathe My days are long and my nights are short My nights are short and my days are long Without you I couldnt see Without you I wouldnt have the strength Without you who would I be Without you I would be sad and alone Without you I would be in the dark My days are long and my nights are short My nights are short and my days are long You are everything I want and everything I need so I am here to say You have my mind you have my heart you have my body and the most important thing you have is my soul I will love you forever and always and all eternity