nascar81's blog: "Poetry"

Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart Everyday without you is empty Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart Everyday gets harder to be away from you Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart It gets harder to sleep everyday Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart I cant stand to be without you Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart I love you so much you are my heart and soul Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart You are my one true love you are my soulmate Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart You are the love of my life what we share cant be deined

Everyday it gets colder everyday gets longer These days without you I can not bare My love grows stronger with every passing day Night comes and goes as well as the sun Some nights I sit and think and wish I was in your arms laying on your chest listening to the beating of you heart Everyday it gets colder Everyday gets longer My heart fills with joy everytime I think of you I love you so much it hurts not to be in your arms I dream of the day that we will be able to express our love in ways we only dream Everyday it gets colder Everyday gets longer To be in your arms would be a dream come true I love you and always will I wish and dream that one day we will be one

I dream of sunsets and stars shineing bright I dream of full moons and waves crashing against the rocks I dream of the longing of your gentle touch I dream of the longing of your lips touching mine so soft so passionate I dream of the day you whisper in my ear as I sleep I dream of the longing of your breathe gentlely grazing my neck I dream of the day we come face to face and look in each others eye I dream of the longing of your hands softly glideing down my cheek I dream of your gentle touch that makes my heart race I dream of everything that could be and hope that will one day be true I dream of the day that all things in these dreams come true I do love you with everything I got with my whole heart and soul I just wish that it was easy to tell you what you mean to me I dream of the day where all feeling are in the air I dream of the day we can look at each other and say I LOVE YOU

Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its hard to be away from you Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its hard to figure out what to do Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its hard to go on not knowing what has me holdin on Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its so hard to figure out what I should do Sorrow fills this weary soul Tear fillthese tired eyes Its true I love you but its so hard to not knowin whats keepin me holdin on Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes I sit in the dark and think which way should I go should I go or should I stay sholud I let go should I hold on Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes I am so confused and so full of sorrow and pain I just wish there was away to figure out what holds me close to you

My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears This is the night I decide to let you go My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears I must let my love for you fade This is the night I put up my walls so no one can enter not even you My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears You left me choice I must put these walls so I can move on and let you go My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears Whatever you think you can say to change my mind will not work My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears Everything you said and did was a lie now I must erase you from my heart My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears out of sight out of mind and out of my heart Its still a fact I still love you but as this night goes on I put up the walls and not even you can break through cause this is the night I let you go

I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain I smile I laugh but it doesnt seem to help the pain is too much I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain This pain I feel inside is too much to bare I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain Nothing I try seems to help this pain is too great I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain This pain inside is too strong I just want to disappear I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain All this pain is too much to bare but I must go on and not breakdown I must keep on going and not let this pain to consume me

He knows what makes me smile He knows what makes me laugh He knows all the right words to make me blush He knows how to cheer me up when everything goes wrong Hes the one with the keys to unlock all that make me free He holds the anwsers to what makes me feel theres nothing to fear He who holds the keys to my heart can unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear He holds everything in his hands only if he could see what he does to me My love runs deeper then any river deeper then the ocean He who holds the keys to my heart can unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear My heart breaks only if he knew he already had the keys to my heart and could unlock everything that can make me free Hopefully one day he will see that he holds the keys to unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear

My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes I dont have the strength to let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes I love you so much how am I gonna let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from eyes How am I gonna be able to move on and let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes Its gonna be so hard to walk away we have been through so much I wont have the strength to go on I love you so much but I have to let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes I dont want to walk away and let you go but I have no choice but before I let you go one thing you need to know is I LOVE YOU and always will

So much pain like a knife cuttin deep The deeper the knife goes the more it bleeds These tears that fall from my eyes are not from joy but from pain So much pain like a knife cuttin deep The deeper the knife goes the more it bleeds Tears of pain fall from my eyes If only there was something to stop these tears from fallin So much pain like a knife cuttin deep The deeper the knife goes the more it bleeds These tears that fall from my eyes are not from joy but from pain Wish there was a way for these tears to fade So much pain like a knife cuttin deep

I wish someone can take this pain away I wish someone would numb this pain I wish someone could stop these tears from falling I wish someone can take this pain away I wish someone would numb this pain I wish someone could dry these tears that fall from these tired eyes I wish someone can take away this pain I wish someone would numb this pain I wish someone would find away to numb this pain that has filled my heart