Mama's blog: "Poetry"

The sky is blue The grass is green My love for you is true I am seriously missing you Why did you have to leave me? Couldn't you have stayed? I need you sweety Please come back I hope you don't forget me Because I won't to you My heart is now aching It's falling apart There's nothing to live for Just like you said You lured me into your heart and soul Then you just up and left me.

If life treats you as one big joke And your successes few Remember that the mighty oak Was once a nut like you.

When I was a child I learnt the rules Of how to live my life My worth was not money in the bank But living without strife Remember there are two sides to a coin You may not be in the right And if you are caught out telling lies Well, the truth always comes to light Do not take what is not yours Give back to whom it belongs Do you not know it takes real guts To admit you are in the wrong It used to be respectable to be polite It was not being weak Not to raise your hand in anger And to turn the other cheek This was not namby-pamby I was not being square It was just a way of living When everybody cared.

No one knows just how it feels to be in such despair Unless of course they're down that road or have sometime been there The road can be a lonely one to travel on your own Sometimes you feel so black inside you cannot face the dawn Oh please god not another day of constant doom and pain I cannot find the strength in me to battle yet again I know inside I must be strong the road I travel will be long There will be bends and sideways tracks But I know in time I will be back to a normal life But I must learn To seek and do the things I yearn Make time for me and have some fun Then maybe that road won't seem so long Some days I cling on desperately To that thing that we call sanity And other days I feel just fine I wish that mood was always mine With guidance and a helping hand I know that I shall find the land The place I really want to be Back in the life god gave to me.

Remember, remember we are the same No matter what they say We, too, will be able to do The same things as them some day Just keep believing, go and do your best Although times can be tough You may sometimes feel down But remember, you've suffered enough Gleaming out of windows, dreaming of past-times Sitting inside-alienation and despair Although the trauma sometimes seems to much But I know there are people who really care So remember, you deserve a chance just like them All us wretched souls-we all fall So hopefully you'll remember what i've said And you'll one day be confident and stand tall.

They say I can be anything I want to be If I want to be an actress I can If I want to be a writer I can i can be anything I want to be They say I can be anything I want to be If I want to be a ballerina I can if I want to be an astronaut I can But if I want to be suicidal I can't They wont let me They lied.

Wrapped in a blanket Thin and bare Sitting alone Huddled against the winter cold Some would say my blanket was Shabby and inferior Still fewer say it is Worthless and un-needed I see my little blanket as My home My comfort My protection from cold My family This thread Not so tightly woven together Is all I have All I live for Without it, I am cold Dead So for now I'm just wrapped in a blanket Sitting alone Protected against the wind.

The need for starvation is great But is the need for food greater? The need to die is great But is the need to live greater? The need to be perfect is great But is the need to be imperfect greater? Friends answer yes to these questions But, The real question is What is my answer?

If I left Would you follow? If I tried Would you try too? If you went Would you come with me? If I died Would you die also? If you left I would follow If you tried I would try too If you went I would go with you If you died I would die also.

I tried to become anorexic But, I depend too much on food I was thinking about committing suicide But if it didn't work i'd be in trouble And if it did, people would be sad I wished I was depressed But then life would be no fun I wanted to become something I wasn't And something I was But it didn't work out So i'm stuck with the Happy, Joyful, Cheerful, Has lots of friends, Me Damn!