Gothica Dharqe Knight's blog: "poetry"

Is this what I have to become

All my nature and being to be undone

Is the cover that entire people can see?

Is there a place in this world for people like me?

Am I to walk alone?

To find no companion no desired attraction no love to be

A heart slattern broken, a soul gone dead

To walk this world in the world of dread

To see the couples link as one

To see the passion from the window open wide

To see passion I will not know for my self

In addition, to bring joy, pleasure, you decide.

I guess this is the life for me

To watch the world and let it be

And know that it is safe to say

No one to stand by my side

In the darkness, I call my home,

In the darkness I shall walk alone,

In the darkness I can always find

The piece of mind and the pleasure of the kind

In the darkness though there seems to be

A loneliness and a companion needs to be

To find one that sees the night as I do here

To find the right and to find pleasure still

To walk the night to walk alone

Is never a place to be and never should be done

To feel the wind upon my face, to feel the rain as it cleans me

To miss the feel the touch the passion still

To miss a kiss or deeper passion that is will

To find a one that sees in me

To find one that will complete me

Dought one will find what is it I seek

Therefore, I walk alone in the darkness I walk alone endlessly

When the body dies it goes to ground, but my soul has been unbound

to wonder this earth still in search, for that completness that dwells inside

empty feeling and no emotion may try, to get more out of my soul then a contented sigh

death frees the soul to find what is long lost and sought, for me i know no what nor care

for death has sent me into a wondering with no fear

but what brings with the death of the soul when he can not seek what he needs what brings him to be

where must one go to be freei

if this must be the limbo i must be in for all days to come

to rind the wind alone, till that i am undone

How do you measure a man

with his passion or heart

such a withered thing for me that it has begun to rot

how about his prowess in bed

ahhh fleeting for there is truelly comes to end

for that a messure of a truest man i have seen

is one that would stand next to you endlessly

a man that is tender and kind

one that will fight for your honor and will when your smile

one who will be glad when you are glad

and will be your shoulder when needed for a while

what is a messure of a man i ask you tell me

what is the measure that you see

In the Nights as I do lay here Thinking of the world that I do care Feeling the thoughts of not long ago Wishing still to remember still Feeling your touch your kiss upon my lips Feeling your hand caress my hair and to rest on my hips Tasting your lips so soft and sweet Feeling your heart beat as you rest Hearing your words as you tell me say, I love you Loving me for whom I am and for all I do Stolen away from me that tragic night Stolen away from me taking flight Never to return never to see Now just a rotting corpse laying here beneath me For I wish it was me there instead of you To rest for all time instead of you A tear runs down my cheek thinking of how Your beauty was taking from me Wishing for all time once more, I could see Your face resting upon my chest Now dirt lays between our arms as we rest Love never dies but turns into torment and pain For without you my love I have nothing less to gain

They say lust is like a passions flame all the joy and all the gain light my fire make it burn make me hunger make me yearn feed my fire ablaze the heat for all your wish all so sweet bring my flame to knew found heights and together we shall find the darkest delight stoke the embers dont let them die and ill show you and as together as we lie i will show you a fire that will make you cry cry for more beg never to stop for the heat of my fire kindles yours all night and this night we light each others fire and enjoy each others passions light

When you look at me what do you see Dark soul? freak? what can it be Hair grown long, all dark and strait Not to muscular but managing my weight leather and spike all so nice and more to see but what do you see when you see my prencence what do you look at when you look at me Do i make men shudder do i make kids cry do you cross the street to avoid me with out knowing why Do i make roses wilt do i make ladies weep whatcan you say when you look at this dark wonderer what is it you seek I know beauty of which seldom see I know passions known only to me when you see me do you ask why how one could be so dark do you care why ask yourself when you see people like me what do you see in us what do you see

Dark Goddess come to me Please give me the gift of imortallity taste my flesh feel my heat drink my soul to the last beat make me a survant of your wonderful night show me the roads of darkness and delight bring me the fire of darkness so pure bring my lust aflame this i am sure drink my essence drink my blood feed on me my lady of the night and with thy touch i know so right am i worthy my dark queen am i worthy of one to taste endlessly and if thy feels that i am one allowed your worth bring me into the night give me my new birth

I lay in the ground waiting still for the earth to fill me still cover every inch of me end the torment let me sleep fill the hole in cover me up fill the void do not stop end the pain that comes to all lay me to rest one and all I lay here and wonder is that all there is I lay here and concider how passion dies I lay here and wonder what dark does lie Feel the wood that in cases me the lid closed shut no air to breath rest comes to all in all do time and those who do rest with no whimper no wine