My Lost One
By Cassie Broadhead
You never had the chance to see the light
You never had the chance to see the night
You never had a chance to take a breath
Slowly you slipped away to death
My child unborn you’ll always be
My baby my love you’ll always see
I miss you now, I’ll miss you forever
My darling, my love, my little endeavor
14 weeks I had with you never enough to ever do
My little one you’re needed elsewhere, you have a job to see through
I sit here writing with tears down my face
I wish your tiny body my arms could embrace
Goodbye my sweet darling one, someday we’ll meet
And I’ll hold you so tight when in my arms we do greet……………
ALONE
©EMBER
You’ve left me alone, don’t seem to care
I look at the phone you’re just not there.
My heart aches, loneliness is real
Painful emptiness is all that I feel.
I’ve tried so hard to be what you want
I guess I can’t do it, I’m just a dumb cunt.
I have too many issues, been hurt way too much
I’ve got to stop using a man as my crutch.
Left on my own to battle my demons
No one left in my life that can see them
Death a great vision I see behind my eyes
Was all that you told me, nothing but lies?
When you were around, you kept them at bay
Now that you’ve moved they won’t go away
Life has given you more, then I had to share
The money I couldn’t come up with, no fair.
Happiness is what, I wish for you
A white knight isn’t real, a fantasy untrue
I’ll set here and ache, learn to move on
A battle I wage now that you’re gone.
Losing My Soul
By: Ember
Slender beams of illumination enter
this darkened cavern as I kneel,
always sorrowful, always despairing.
Frozen here, waiting
accusing robed forms wrought
in blackened stone loom,
As dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
infiltrating my exposed soul.
Embracing the unknown,
accepting a lonely fate,
as bloody tears begin to fall.
Realization dawns on a lover's face.
I raise my head, now caressing
this oblivious immortal darkness.
Watch Me Bleed
By: Lady Ember
Do you want to watch me bleed?
See the pain released from me?
Leave this life of insanity?
Or is it just your darkest dream?
Losing you I thought I'd die
you don't know the weeks I cried
you told me you'd love me an eternity
wish you would.. have just killed me.
Do you want to watch me bleed?
See the pain released from me?
Leave this life of insanity?
Or is it just your darkest dream?
I live in silent screaming pain
a sense of love I will never regain
am I destined to be alone?
to wade through this darkness on my own?
Do you want to watch me bleed?
See the pain released from me?
Leave this life of insanity?
Or is it just your darkest dream?
I don't know, don't really care
cause when I open my flesh, the pain isn't there
blood pours out, a violent sedative
another days gone by, I guess I'm gonna live.
Do you want to watch me bleed?
See the pain released from me?
Leave this life of insanity?
Or is it just your darkest dream?
Watch me, watch me, watch me
Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeed
Vampire Woman
By: Lady Ember
Pale white skin, open lace
Blood red lips, enchanting face
Raven black hair, bright green eyes
Voluptuous body, lustful cries
Vampire woman, seduction of flesh
Passionate ecstasy, as bodies mesh
Feeding on love, feeding on life
Pleasure intense, cuts like a knife
Wrapped around, wet satin on steel
Holding on tight, the feeling unreal
Vertigo twisting, turning around
Hearts fast beating, artery found
Drinking the essence, accepting the bites
Eternal embrace, the rest of your nights
Vampire woman, Vampire Man
Now hunting and stalking the moonlit land.
As She Awakens
By Ember
©2008
It is a night of dark desire, a song of hateful pain,
wolves voice their loneliness.
As the thirsting one awakens
an empty unfulfilled soul.
Wisps of darkened emotion shroud her pale form,
an unidentified lustful agony.
Her midnight hair cascades over
naked alabaster shoulders.
Her full red lips part slightly, fangs glistening
to taste the blood flowing
from the pale flesh beneath her
he writhes in pleasure.
Now unto a night of ecstasy,
I have awakened, aching.
To Die
By: Lady Ember
Fifteen years of seeking death
Wanting to take my last breath
I'm tired of having this painful heart
My soul is dark and I'm falling apart.
I take the razor so shiny and Thin
Light pressure against my skin
I slide it up from wrist to elbow
Precious pain the blood starts to flow.
Drip drip drip blood on the floor
Did I remember to lock the door?
I start to feel my life slip away
The colors fade and change to grey.
My soul released from a body prison
Could joy so complete really be a sin?
Light and beauty surround me now
But I have broken a forgotten vow.
Suddenly I'm pushed back inside
Struggling through the ambulance ride
Now I know I must live a little longer
My soul it has to become much stronger.
I made a vow to live out this life
No matter the pain no matter the strife
Enjoy the hurt enjoy the heart
Because this lifetime is only the start.