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Believe Love
Dedicated to Luke...My Heart
Everywhere I am there you are
In wishes I make on falling stars
While passing a stranger on the street
Whose eyes I never fail to meet
It's the clothes that you wear
And the smell of your skin
It's the songs I hear that remind me of then
It's the smile on your face
And the words that you sing
It's the way you make me laugh and
How I love wondering what you are thinking
It's the feeling I get when you call me baby
And how your touch can make me lose my breath
It's you that I can't help but fall into
It's the words that you softly speak
It's knowing in my heart that
I believe in you
It's the longing, the needing, feeling like
I can't live without you
Author: Azria Copyright © 2009
Endless Wondering
I watch you as you move with an air of illumination
It's amazing how your feet never seem to touch the ground
Your eyes are fixed on a path unseen
Is this an illusion?...a dream?
As you walk by everything is silent
Monstrous people seem to gather around
My view is lost in a mass of confusion
I look frantically...searching...hoping!
Could you be gone?
I turn and look behind me, nothing but black is seen
My search is hopeless
Where could you be?
Were you just a dream?
Just an illusion?
My path unseen?
Waste of time or worth the fight?
Trust your heart or your knowledge of life?
Hold it tightly or sadly release?
Stand with strength or fall at his feet?
Show how much you need him or hide it deep within?
Tell him you can't live without him or let your life begin?
Author: Azria (it is copyrighted)
I wrote this when I was going through abuse. Reflecting on my choices and their outcomes...I'm happy with the path I chose to take. Trusting my heart meant that I would be hurt but the knowledge of what was happening and the reoccurrence of events was enough to help me to stand not only for myself but for my daughter as well. For me this portrayed the constant struggle that bound my thoughts.
