Look at me
Do you know who I am?
What do you see?
Do you give a damn?
Look at me closely
Look deep inside
Look in my heart
It's open wide.
Look at my soul
Do you see what I am?
Do you feel the real me?
I am not a sham.
Look into my eyes
They are only for you
Honestly tell me
Will you ever be true?
Look at me
I'm dying inside
You love is all I want
When will this pain subside?
I can't see your face inmy mind anymore.
Why? Because it's a lie.
You aren't who you portray day to day.
Why? Because you lie.
Do you even know who you are anymore?
Have you become the lie?
I loved you even after I knew
Even though you are a lie.
Do they know the man they think they love?
He's all a lie
What will they say when the truth comes out?
Will you want to die all for a lie?
I'm happy you found someone
Who makes you feel brand new
I hope it lasts a long time
Longer than me and you
I loved you with everything I had
And I know you loved me too
I guess we just weren't meant to be
Even though our love was true
So forward in our lives we'll go
But friends we'll still remain
If something happens and you need to talk
I'll be here to ease your pain
Fickle Winds
They say the grass looks greener on the other side
But sometimes we get hurt becuse we are blind
For love can be right under our nose
And the scent be lost when the fickle winds blow
The hurt we feel is beyond compare
Until we realize true love is still there
True love blossoms, true love grows
sometimes the right one is right under our nose
So cherish the one in whose love you can trust
Hold onto them tightly when fickle winds gust
And remember it's not always greener on the other side
Love those who truly love you and let fickle winds love die.
Kiss me passionately with all your might
Make me forget everything but you
Hold me in your arms every night
Make all my dreams come true
My heart is filled with such delight
Just thinking of being with you
I can’t believe how perfectly right
True love can be for two.
Look into my eyes and see the emotion
Emanating from within my heart
Swelling up like a wave in the ocean
Flowing freely with love to impart
For you I have such a sweet devotion
And have had right from the start.
I hope there never is the slightest notion
That our souls should ever part
More
You don’t see him but others do
The real man that lives inside you
All you see is pain and strife
Never looking at all your blessings in life
As a father I am sure you would do just great
You are kind, loving, and sensitive; you harbor no hate
You always look at the facts put before you, you see
So fair and loving in punishment you would be
As a husband I am sure you would be the best
Showing your love so much better than the rest
A lucky woman your wife would be
For the man inside you is a real man indeed
As a friend I can say that you give your all
You are always there when they reach out and call
You give of yourself more than anyone should
And you’d make things all better as only you could
So even though that man you don’t see
He’s there for everyone else who’s in need.
He’s courageous; he’s honest, not spiteful nor proud
That’s why heaven already has your name on a cloud
The Man You Are
I want you to know the man you are inside
The man I feel when you lay with me at night
The man in which I want my faith to abide
And love me with all his heart and might
You are loving and giving beyond compare
When you say “I will be by your side”
I know you will be there
Not ebbing and flowing like the tide
You have the sweetest disposition
Always caring and true
You’re supportive of everyone
In everything they do
I love when funny things
With your friends you share
Be they pictures or videos
From I don’t know where
You are one of the few
Admirable people I know
Surviving your battles
Your hard work does show
You are a survivor of life ‘tis true
Valiantly waging the wars you face
Though there are days the loses you rue
You can rest assured of victories to taste
The man you are has a zest for life
You prove it with every day that passes
Even though some days cut like a knife
You’re an extremely intelligent man of consciousness.
Because you are such an enlightened man
A wealth of information
Your friends know you will have a plan
Because you are good at elucidation.
The Vampire Prince
The Vampire Prince is regal indeed
His roguish good looks are sure to please
If he gazes your direction don’t let your eyes meet
You’ll be under his spell unable to retreat
One smile from his lips and you certainly will know
How his sensual aura around him does flow
It envelops you quickly and holds on to you tight
You know in an instance you won’t win this fight
As he carries you into the night to his lair
You’ll want to run your fingers through his hair
How luscious it feels, how shiny and black
Soft and silky falling down his back
He has you in his power to do with as he will
It is with cunning he uses his animal appeal
He bids you to trust him, as he brushes your cheek
A simple gesture that makes your knees grow weak
He moves your hair gently out of his way
He kisses you softly and then he does say
“I promise you’ll thank me I promise you bliss”
Then he leans down and gives you the vampire kiss.
THE VAMPIRE WITHIN
One look in his eyes
And I can see
The vampire within
Staring back at me.
The canines so sharp
His smile reveals
How proud he is
Of his animal appeal.
No one can resist him
No one can ignore
The exuding sensuality
Which emanates from his pores
The smile so irresistible
The eyes so intense
Draw you into his world
Disabling your defense.
The vampire within him
Knows what he needs
He will do what he has to
On your blood he feeds.
Yes, one look in his eyes
And all can see
The vampire within him
Will bring you to your knees.
Thoughts Of You
My thoughts of you they never cease
I cannot find a sense of peace
You are with me day and night
When the sun comes up through the last rays of light
I know I killed your love for me
I don’t know why I can’t let you be
I failed you in so many ways
And now I can’t get through the day
The nights are when I feel it most
When I wake from sleep I lose all hope.
I know you won’t ever lay with me
And hold me close for security.
It’s all my fault and you’ll never know
How the love I have for you will grow
Until the day I cease to breathe
My thoughts of you will forever be.
US
We’ve laughed and we’ve cried.
Shared tender moments sublime
Many tears we did dry
From time to time.
We’ve supported each other
Through smooth times and rough
We never once doubted
The strength of our love.
We’ve made each other wish
On the stars in the sky
That always we’ll be together
Even after we die.
For in death we will haunt
All the places we shared.
Take care of our loved ones
And always be there.
Best Friends
There are two wonderful Yankee boys
They both play coy just to annoy
They are the very best of friends
On that you certainly can depend
One is beautiful, sexy and smart
His eyes penetrate you like a dart
Surprisingly modest to a fault
His smile will bring your heart to a halt
The other is hotness, subtle yet pure
You wonder how much you can endure
On a woman’s beauty his eyes do dine
His smile portrays a devilish sign
Don’t get me wrong these two are rare
They both have that come hither stare
And if you fall for either one
You my dear are surely done
There are no others to these who compare
Although you can look for some if you dare
I don’t think you will find even one
Just give up and admit that they've won.
I Want You To Notice
I want you to notice if I’m not around
I want you to miss me when I cannot be found.
I want you to love me as I love you
What I want doesn’t matter not even to a few.
When you’re not around the sun doesn’t shine
When I’m not around I don’t think you mind.
I wonder if it’s always been that the way
And I just didn’t realize ‘til today.
When you’re not around my mind tries to pursue
The reasons why you do as you do.
Is it from me that you’re trying to run
Or my imagination having cruel fun?
When you’re not around I feel so depressed
Abandoned, forsaken, desolate, and oppressed.
When I’m not around I don’t know how you feel
You keep things inside never expressing what’s real.
Yes I want you to love me, I really do
I want you to love me as I do you.
I want you to miss me when I cannot be found
I want you to notice if I’m not around.
Interpretation of Love
You haunt my dreams in such a way
I’m not sure what is real today
I dreamt of marrying but never did see
Who it was that was taking me.
Instinctively I knew who stood
At the alter where he drew my blood
For the groom I’m sure you couldn’t comprehend
Was a being who resides in the soul of my friend.
This dream you see would make most women dread
The thought of sharing this marriage bed
Because he was part of my friend’s soul when born
I cannot be afraid nor be forlorn.
For this friend my love runs so very deep
I will do anything for his love to keep
If I must be Lucifer’s bride for eternity
To be with him, I willingly agree.
Because of his amazing reaction
Of my dream in his interpretation
Happy together we certainly could be
Together forever perpetually.
Kiss Me Passionately
Kiss me passionately with all your might
Make me forget everything but you
Hold me in your arms every night
Make all my dreams come true
My heart is filled with such delight
Just thinking of being with you
I can’t believe how perfectly right
True love can be for two.
Look into my eyes and see the emotion
Emanating from within my heart
Swelling up like a wave in the ocean
Flowing freely with love to impart
For you I have such a sweet devotion
And have had right from the start.
I hope there never is the slightest notion
That our souls should ever part
Lay With Me
So many times I took for granted
That you would always be by my side
For your love I should have protected
And your passion for me kept alive
When you would come to me in the night
And simply lay by my side
Touching me felt so right
And my love for you I couldn’t hide
When the moments were getting heated
And amorous we did grow
You knew exactly what I needed
And your love for me you did show
Now when you come to me in the night
And ask me to lay by your side
I will fully enjoy you holding me tight
Never taking for granted your love will abide.
Lost
I’m lost and don’t know how to find
The me I know is deep inside
I’m hiding from this crazy life
That’s filled with so much grief and strife
I’m lost and don’t know what to do
My life was so connected to you
But now you’re gone, I’ve drove you away
Lost is how I guess I’ll stay.
Love
So many things have been left unsaid
They constantly turn around in my head
I know how I feel and I know what you say
But words are empty without actions displayed
I feel like we’re stagnant; not moving at all
I walk on eggshells whenever we talk
I love you completely and that you know
Our love I want to continually grow
But love cannot grow if it’s left on its own
For in love’s garden your skills you must hone
To grow in love you must nurture it each day
Or love, like a rose, will ultimately fade
I know you say you love me
And it really warms my heart
But you are never here you see
And so I fall apart
I know you’ve said you don’t feel well
And I don’t doubt that is true
All I know is it feels like hell
The way I’m missing you
I believed and took to heart when you said
I’m the only one with whom you can talk
And that you’d always be beside me in bed
But around you on egg shells I seem to walk.
I’m scared to tell you how I feel
For my fear it tells me to stay clear
And not to push you until you heal
From all that has transpired this year
I hurt for you in the middle of the night
When all is dark and I can’t sleep
There are no sounds, all is quiet
As thoughts of you in my mind do creep.
I think of all the things that we
Talked about in the fall
I wonder if you still think of me
Or if I enter your mind at all
You used say Hii beautiful
Each time you came online
Now you barely answer me
You never have the time
But I will always be here
My Inadequacies
Sometimes I feel so bad inside
I can’t keep out my foolish pride
If I could have you with me here
I think I could better calm my fear
Fear of pushing you away
Fear of losing you more each day
Fear that is nestled deep in my heart
Fear that makes me feel like I’m coming apart
Coming apart when you are gone
I hate to admit my heart isn’t very strong
When it comes to you I fail miserably
When all I want is for you to love and have faith in me
My Inadequacies
Sometimes I feel so bad inside
I can’t keep out my foolish pride
If I could have you with me here
I think I could better calm my fear
Fear of pushing you away
Fear of losing you more each day
Fear that is nestled deep in my heart
Fear that makes me feel like I’m coming apart
Coming apart when you are gone
I hate to admit my heart isn’t very strong
When it comes to you I fail miserably
When all I want is for you to love and have faith in me
PERFECTION
You don’t have to be perfect, to be perfect for me
All your imperfections are why I love you, you see
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again
Your imperfections are perfect for me my friend.
I love the way you hunger for edification
Like a sponge you soak up information
Striving to be and know all you can
You are such a special man.
Even though you live with tremendous pain
You always look to help others without gain.
For friends you hold them all so dear
You help them always and keep them near.
I know your heart is filled with love
It is your gift from up above
Just a look in your eyes and I can tell
Just why in love with you I fell.
There Are Days
There are days when I don’t want out of bed
All I can feel is heartbreak and dread
The world around me is hardened, depraved
Someone please help me to get through unscathed.
People don’t care about much anymore
They break tender hearts and then keep the score
But when you think back on the ways things were
You realize it’s like living in a world with a curse.
I wish I could go to a place no one would find
I think I could live there without missing my kind
My only little corner of the world as they say
A place where I’m happy each and every day.
Come
Come to me and lay a while
Just being with you makes me smile
Wrap your arms around me dear
And close your eyes; let’s disappear
Disappear to a world where only we live
A place full of the love and happiness we give
A place we can become one for just a moment
Shutting out all the pain and torment
Just hold me close and don’t let me go
To feel you here is worth more than you know
To smell your scent on my pillow and sheet
Would be so inconceivable yet so complete
So come to my bed and lay with me
Let me make you feel what life can be
Even if it’s just for a very short time
I can be yours and you can be mine
Determined
I guess I’m determined to take your sun
To make you hate me, to make you run
Run from me and protect your heart
I feel we were doomed straight from the start
No matter what I say or do
I just can’t get things right with you
I miss your essence with me in bed
As thoughts of you fill my head
I love you so much it hurts inside
Where you’re concerned I have no pride
For you I would do anything its true
I don’t want to exist without you
So yes determined is what I am
Determined to by your side forever stand
To love you completely to love you true
That is what I’m determined to do
Have Faith
I have faith in what you tell me
I believe in what you say
I honor you every chance, you see
Every hour of every day
Because my love for you is stronger
Than any I have ever had
I will make this love last longer
Through the good and the bad
If you will trust me as I trust you
Our future will be bright and new
Our love will be tried and true
Have faith is what we need to do.
My Feelings For You
I know you say you love me
And it really warms my heart
But you are never here you see
And so I fall apart
I know you’ve said you don’t feel well
And I don’t doubt that is true
All I know is it feels like hell
The way I’m missing you
I believed and took to heart when you said
I’m the only one with whom you can talk
And that you’d always be beside me in bed
But around you on egg shells I seem to walk.
I’m scared to tell you how I feel
For my fear it tells me to stay clear
And not to push you until you heal
From all that has transpired this year
I hurt for you in the middle of the night
When all is dark and I can’t sleep
There are no sounds, all is quiet
As thoughts of you in my mind do creep.
I think of all the things that we
Talked about in the fall
I wonder if you still think of me
Or if I enter your mind at all
You used say Hii beautiful
Each time you came online
Now you barely answer me
You never have the time
But I will always be here
Waiting on my turn to be
To be the one you want to be near
Just like I used to be
I miss you…
I miss you…
Especially at night when the darkness comes
In the silence of the house, the coldness of my bed
I miss your essence flowing over me;
Ushering my spirit unto you
It’s like you are there…
Loving arms keeping me warm;
Keeping me safe
I love the way the bed is warm
As if your body has been there next to me
I love the smell of you on the sheets
Even though it’s just an allusion
You and I, we are not as different as some may think
For we are of one heart, one mind
Our souls long for the same things
Truth, honesty, and acceptance
Our insecurities are apparent in our words.
I long to take care of you; take away the pain
Take away the anguish I see and feel in your words
They are like a tidal wave
Tugging on my heart; breaking it with each syllable
If only there was something I could do for you
But you are not here
You are thousands of miles away
Living your life
Sharing it with others
I hope you are happy
Hope you are well because
I can’t bear to think of you alone,
Bearing the pain with no one to comfort you
I miss you….