Trials of the human race
Current mood: apathetic
Why do we live in dispair?
Does this God not care?
The daily trials grow harder.
Is it through suffering we grow smarter?
Is life but a passing dream?
Or is the reality of a Godless death enough to make you scream?
But what if this is all a test?
A test for God to see your best?
Is life really just born, fuck, die?
Or when we die is it time to fly?
Confessions of a broken heart
Current mood: cold
Category: Life
Why is it that we fight? Do we fight to find our light? How can we go about living day to day? When you dont have any words to say. How can we put behind our past? When we knew it wouldn't last. So how can we walk our path? Without having feelings of Wrath? Maybe we are destined to fall. And if so who will save us all?
Death of a blackened soul
I call to you in my sleep
but in the end all i can do is weep
weep about the times we shared
when i dont think i can leave makes me scared
but when i ask to come into the light
all you say is that isnt right
but if i can correct my mistakes
then maybe i can but on the brakes...
End of Days
And so tis the end of days
to when we msut both go our separate ways
but if you ever need to shed a tear
i will always be here
here with you body and soul
even if we've lost self control
although we may be forever apart
you will always be in my heart
in my heart just you and me
even if we are too blind to see
see the wrongs of our fears and lies
feelings arent a matter of distance but a matter of size.
And so i dissapear away from you
even if we are unsure what is true
but do not fret if i am what you despise
because i will always be at your side.
Suffering and Hate
I try but i cant forget your face
Now i have a new discrace
I scream i dont care
But on the inside i think its not fair
Grinding to the bottom of life's slope
and people are trying to get me to elope
but when i hit the bottom everyone watch out
unless u wanna die get the fuck out
I've got to face my own demons
why u couldnt possibly understand the reason
and when it is all said and done
you still need to run
because the climb back up the slope of life
is worse than the bottom fight
an so i sit waiting for that day
search for the words to say
Devils Cry
We are falling
the light is calling
a scream to end the madness
apology to end the sadness
black night
darkside
the devils cry
The one who was never there
Category: Blogging
There was a feeling in my mind
thinking of it made me grind
grind my mind for reasons not to say what a felt
yet for these reasons made my mind melt
why would you pretend to have a feeling that wasnt there
it seems to me like you just dont care
but this is not my fight
but please just come into the light
What have I done?
What is it that I hae done?
Why is it every time you hear from me you run?
Is it because you continue to blame me for the past?
More mistakes you KNOW shouldnt last?
But why does it matter to you?
Even if you read this you wont think its true
I guess all the time we had was nothing
No wonder when you write me you are always scoffing
Alone
And here I am alone
It seems to be a norm reguardless of what is shown
Maybe it is destiny to make others fell well
Even if I am stuck in a shell
A shell of hate and lies
But this is probally all sacrifice
Sacrifice so something later in life
Sometimes I wanna pick up the knife
To end it all with one stab
And I know there is no one to grab
But I will endure this pain
Because to end it all would only bring shame...
Why?
Why do you befriend me?
is it to see my misery?
when you all have(had) something I never will
maybe I sould just keep still.
Hang on to my fragile life
maybe I should pick up that knife
end it all my dreams and fears
its enough to bring me to tears...
A world where i don't belong
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Blogging
In this world its take and not give
In this world saying somthing wrong will get you shived
This world made of anger and lies
No one stops to hear your cries
This is the world...what you were given at birth
controls your status on this earth
A world lost in the void of time
Trying to change your fate is a crime
The world where green and gold are all that matter
Its no wonder a great percent of this population live with their minds shattered
And so I go trying to make my mark in this poor place
not mattering what postion you finish the race
I do not belong in this place
where everyone is trying to make you a discrase...
Time
Category: Life
Time....
Time is like a river with an impossible flow
even so it travels slow
Things that you regret in the past
Will leave a scar that will forever last
We wish to go back to repent for our sins
If there was a way I would sacrifice my kin
To come back into your arms once again my dear
To live life again without any fear
To change all the things I have done wrong
Such words cannot even be discribed in song
Those days without sheding a tear
Those days never accepting fear
As long as we were together we were invincible
But I am forgeting one simple principal
Time is a lesson in life
To learn to put aside those feelings of strife.
Dedicated to Kristal Brooke Klekotka
