As some of you will find out the more you get to know me, I had a really big struggle with drugs for many years. I started out just experimenting, trying it for fun, and kept using. I abandoned my newborn baby girl at only two weeks old and left her with my parents. I continued to use til I found out a couple of months later I was pregnant. (yes, again) I quit using and became a mom, I had missed all the important things in her life already though. First words, smile, steps. I had my second beautiful baby girl at only 18 years of age, she lived for a month and a half. There started my downward spiral into hell itself. After ten years of killing myself and everyone around me I got sober and while in my first year of recovery I wrote this for my beautiful daughter destiny who has had a rough life.
This is called the Paths of Life.
As I sit here and think of all the joyous wondersI missed over the years
For you honey it fills my head and heart with fears
Because I wasn't there for you to be your mom
You were never really taught right from wrong
I see the road you're taking and it breaks my heart
This road you're going down only gets rockier and hard
Why can't you learn from my mistakes?
Trust me baby girl, it's not a path in life you want to take
I may not have been there for you growing up as a child I'm here now though and with you I will walk all those miles.
I can't make your choices for you afterall,
But I'll be here to pick you up should you fall.
Listen to the words in this song, this was how I felt.
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