StormDragonZ's blog: "Poetry"

When you have found yourself lost Unable to find a place to rest your tired head Freezing cold temperatures with nothing to enjoy Surviving on the thoughts that you left for dead To think turning back would be impossible Quiet to admit when you got nothing to live for A loss to the meaning of waiting for tomorrow to come When you are still trying to locate what happened today. Search all you want for the safe zone You wont find it here begging at my feet Fortunes worth seeking that contain smells of death You failed to realize you had everything in your hands But you ran away when something just never worked A frightened dog who refused to accept help You're worthless with your face flat on the ground. Some people never will understand the treasures they have Greedy for their own good intentions to accept To find themselves walking in circles Traveling many miles without forgetting where the first step was You are no longer anything to the future of the world There is no hope and neither will you gain anytime soon All I can give you is what you should have known long ago Life is never cruel when it provides you the greatest of gifts.

The smoke and fog remains heavy on the grave A carcass burns where it was struck down Nothing will be truthful anymore Playing games that are sweet and innocent Shall be outlawed forever throughout time The dragon's flames writhes within all of us Streams of flesh that was burnt and cooked under magma Eyes of death will return to awaken into our world Drugs are not going to be your escape In this game of truth or dare. I believe that you and me will believe in many things Knowing that evil is the dominating force We all can believe that we will see Evil is returning once again to feed on our sorrow This is something I can believe. What will not kill the death uprising Can and only will make it grow much stronger It shall feed on me until it desires you The enigma owns a name that no one can dare say More carcasses will be spawned and layed out As a red carpet for the destruction that death will create. Can you trust anything with the hatred lingering around We all know the name that brings horror into our lives Sing along to the song that evil is going to give a concert on This is the moment we were all created for When evil finally wins the ultimate ongoing battle.

Darkness has reached the highest point A disturbing chill comes across his flesh No one knows what is lurking out there Desperate for blood from the people he'll hunt With his mind slowly melting into a puddle Boiling in a berserk rage until the remains cease to exist. The angel of destruction and the demon of justice A brutal creature with a heart darker than the night Killing the innocent while erasing his memories Unstoppable force focusing on a genocide Strange taste of death that holds within A thrill that is gained through unreasonable acts The lord of death that stalks his prey An animal with nothing much to gain Loss of pity with a lust that weighs more than his life. The master of corruption and commander of the damned A form of matter that consumes everything around him Whatever this creature happens to be in the light More than anything will never be caught in sight While the sun stays high and holds brightly in the sky His actions aganist the world will remain quiet.

Behind the cage is the face of something unknown His cold hands are not the only thing that is of ice He knows what he did and lives with no regret Only to keep his face from being viewed by society. With the terror he caused and the lives he destroyed Each addition to his full body cast grows Soon he will be covered by his sins That the breath of life shall be taken from him. He shows no remorse for the blood he spills Condemning anyone he sees fit to become one The current mist that surrounds his face Shall never reveal the man-made curse.

When the devil informed me about what hell truly was He opened the way that led to the eighth level of hell I looked at him when he gave me a smile And told him that I would be happy to accept. I moved toward the top when I was asked to stop Satan wanted me to give him a smile back I made a smile that would make my shadow want to die As I told the devil my last goodbye. Going to the sixth level that hell contains I moved higher and higher watching the demons play Teddy bears and valentines that sing happy songs Things that make no sense made even worse than that Leaving hell made me feel I was locked up in a dream As I moved higher into the fifth level of hell Satan handed me a valentine and it said as I read We hope you do well in the place far above To apologize to you is something we should have done Now as I get creeped out from all this happiness I move into the area where light begins to shine. Demons and creatures wave to me with happy voices The light shine on my dark and burned deep skin Three more levels to complete so that I may escape From the deepest region of what I thought was darkness and hate Satan gives me a handshake for my time here in hell I feel like I'm checking out of some five star hotel With ashes for pillows and flames for everything else The second level of hell looks so much like a birthday party Colors other than red and black surround me everywhere I don't know if I should be happy or sad To be leaving this world into another world far above. And then I reached the last level of hell Which then the devil stood before me blocking the final door He gave me a shirt that said that I survived hell I said to him that I had a very interesting time down there A laugh from his voice as he moved aside To move myself into that final door and wonder what to do next I returned to the world a new man instead of what I did before But what I can tell you from what I know now Hell is just something that got hyped way too much.

I lost someone that lived and grew in my heart Cannot let myself say to the hell with her We are just loving friends and nothing more Many people have told me that life is unfair Another phrase that I consider bullshit It was made by you from the choices you picked To feel like the worst piece of trash Lower myself deeper to the ends of pain Do I regret everything that took place with her Any remorse that I want to break free? The amount that I have clogs up my veins So much pain all around me as my life slips away Get it together or punch myself in the face Hold what you have and never let go But again my thoughts think of her and what I am No more sadness and the crying must end. Must stop calling myself lame again... I have been through hell and I have been through worse Just the feelings in me wont go away So as my final statement to the ones who feel bad If life has your own hands choking your throat... Do anything possible to not give up hope.

Do you think about what could happen in the future The way that you live your life changed completely All of your surroundings becoming something never seen before The flutter of questions that shall surround the mind Why do things occur without warning or notice How do we handle moments that make us hate ourselves There are many things we need to ask ourselves So that our future isn't something predictable. Do you ever reflect about what the past was about How what we take for granted never existed long ago The things that make us realize how things really have changed Another group of feelings and ideas that influence us today Are we going to repeat what happened in the past Do you really know what was fact from fiction then Something we learn that in hope to never happen again The occurring moments that brings back bad thoughts And what we believe could never be handled if occured a second time.

Just like the wings of a dragonfly My heart is gentle and mysterious at the same time They are rare for anyone to see it up close Delicate in its own way and very fragile when held My heart sings out for the one who I love That no matter what happen in our lives I couldn't accept the gifts she presented me For I am going to wait when everything comes at me at once. Just like the power of a lion's roar Deep and letting out the feelings of being the one My soul remains inside me until I am ready to give it up For the person that I wish to call my own I would do anything to keep my love intact Someone out there is beyond the loudest screams For the one person who remains quiet through it all I know I can let her release the silence in her heart. Just like the loyalty that a dog can provide I'll do that same for the woman that I love deeply Never refusing or ignoring what matters to us both She is going to realize what kind of man I am To kiss her in places that breaks the bond of virginity And to explore her body to know what I have been given Together forever and never too far away Nothing will escape from the love we share as one. My love is everything I hope to present for this woman That was once a beautiful and mysterious young girl Her life to me means so much that I'll do anything to keep her alive So gentle to hold and powerful to contain Sacred to accept the creation of an everlasting bond She is the equivalent of the wings of a dragonfly.

The tears flow down from my eyes An endless waterfall of pain and fear Last chance to hold the element of love Dropped from my hands that were reaching out A person that meant so much to me To greet me in the morning Her smile so bright as the sun. Clouds that are dark now gloom my life She has disappeared from my cascading sight In my heart she holds within memories That will never go away Too hard for me to walk one step All I want and could need more than ever. Her kindness that she was willing to let me have Now it feels like a curse on the actions I took The only person I can blame is myself Grief for someone that isn't dead physically But in a way I don't believe my dreams will come true Speak the phrase that what I was told over and over Don't worry on many things when many things have yet to come. Part of me wants to forget about the one Who helped me smile My mind wants to move on but I refuse to coexist I was too slow and not strong to make that choice Five words that could have made all the difference Only one choice that I am allowed to make Live in the life my thoughts have created. Sitting alone feeling sorry and hating myself That is not what I am going to do Regain my sense of calm Stand proud and strong and on my own two feet...

I walk alone for many miles Inside myself A feeling of never meeting another Just like me who feels scared Walls of the damned surround Taunting at every chance of staying healthy I walk alone where no one follows. Devoured my senses to leave me unprotected A heavy weight to carry that wont let go Sadness comes before sanity Caught in a trap I put myself in Words I speak that no one listens Actions I make that fail to finish. I walk alone The darkness is my only friend Please save me From the never ending torment Laying deep inside me.