StormDragonZ's blog: "Poetry"

I stop to stare out at the ocean Toward the dark depths and crashing waves Remembering that one day as if it were yesterday Spirits now linger across the everlasting waves They call out to me wanting me to come to them Because cheating death on that day Has left me drained in both blood and soul. Don't you even dare tell me that I'm insane You do not have a clue the terror I went through My strength slowly becomes apart of my imagination This thick sense of confusion crushes my body Knowing sooner or later that it will be my time to go. I'm getting weaker everyday The spirits speak to me in a evil tone from the abyss Hours I'll spend my life glaring deep at the ocean My body wanting to rest for eternity This looks to be the end of my time here I'll walk slowly into the ocean To join my brothers and sisters And finally get the ice cream they wouldn't let me have. For then I'll get what I deserve from them all After selling them all out with a steel blade Now it is time for rest my final rest Tomorrow is the day I'll begin my eternal journey.

Everything has come to life I can see better than before My eyes open to the world again For on this day I walk away from my troubles Things seem much better now To turn heel to the darkness I felt. A dangerous view of myself Being taken from all hopes and dreams I'll never look back My choice shall remain true in my soul Caught in a bitter place That shattered my body beyond repair Now smiling I shall leave my haunted home. Seems so unreal to me To put this new power of feeling alive New possible things Can flourish I have been given a chance again To save myself from hopeless defeat Everything has revealed itself to me.

For those of you who love me Tell me if you know who I really am Have you seen me as just a friend Anything I'd like to have Are being devoured by the night The times we share under the stars Still leave me unsatisfied. To be good enough to show me That what we have Shall become something able to made through The little things that you told me Still cling to me in hope If that decide to remain true. I found out While I gazed into your eyes If loving you what something right I fight these feelings And yet allow them to flow inside me Confused on what matters most to me I'm afraid to ask from you some more Of everything we did being just friends I'm waiting on you to accept You saying it isn't too late Hopefully our dreams Shall come true Through the ways of destiny.

I stand in this giant cage Awaiting for my next adventure Will it be a mysterious soldier Or just lame lions again? Here I am with my weak and tired arms I'm sick of all this violence But we got to do what the man says Because it is his choice on the outcome. My seven minute friends stand around me And in another seven minutes they shall die But I'll do my best to survive That is all I can truly do. A fuzzy white rabbit comes out from behind The crowd laughs in their stupid ways I slay this beast without a scratch And mocked for my lacking power. But I'll find a way out one day Doesn't matter if it occurs now or later If I keep fighting and continue to win I'll make my dream of freedom come alive.

You know when you think About that one person Last time you spoke It felt nice to share What could have been A special moment To give an idea. Somehow it makes sense Being who you are Let yourself be known Tingle all the senses This truth is power A lie brings dire consequences. In the mind Lasts memories Both cruel and joyful Complete the connection Let happiness develop That one person When you took a chance. Look at yourself Everything will be alright.

Fire is the desire when our passion forms into a kiss Water is the calm that allows the flow of our relationship to continue Earth is the power that gives us strength to survive Wind is the soothe that a gentle breeze can roll across your body Ice is the defintion that structures our lives together Thunder is the push that allows incredible things to occur Light is the magic that gives hope to everything we live for Darkness is the fear that spreads when we are apart Poison is the pain that our hearts let out from troubling times Metal is the shield that protects the love we made together Life is the alpha that we like to keep for a long time Love is the omega that shall last forever when I'm with you.

Your a wonder to my lifestyle I couldn't imagine my day without you This is a tribute for a friend. You're the one I truely shared good times That special someone that I learned a lot from The spirit you gave me when I worried Protecting me from evil I might succumb Thank you for being my friend I hope we never break apart But if we ever decide to say goodbye I hope that you choose to stay smart. For now I will enjoy your wonderful kind ways Our bond is greater than the universe If your parents decide to kick you out You can live with me and end this curse. Can you believe we been friends for so long I hope we can stay for eternity. This is a tribute for a good friend. Loving you was such a dream That I wished could one day come true And then one day when all is good You'll get something borrowed, new, old, and blue. Kiss me my friend although you may not It's alright if you like me in hugging distance But seeing you gives me a wonderful smile From all the good things and excellent assistance. Do you know how much you mean to me Being together means everything. This is a tribute for a loving friend. Giving my all for your survival Please my friend you will see our fate Friends forever and maybe more Giving me a ten when your giving a rate! Your love breathes down my neck Close to me like a magnet to metal We will battle together through thick and thin And challenge the power of the red devil. This is my tribute to you my friend Treasure it when if I may die I hope for you to know my feelings While I watch upon you from the sky. This is a tribute to you.

Raised in a world full of crumbling bricks Covered over with rusted iron and charred steel Brought into adulthood in a room of concrete Making friends with the creatures scavenging Learning to maintain sanity after what he just experienced. A background of smog and dust overwhelm the air Coughing occurs faster than the blood flows Razors are the greatest gift for a defense But still deadly to his ability to not control them The siege of war still lingers around. Two sides fighting Have now become an absolute zero To some people who walked in A game that seemed too easy to be true His destiny has been destroyed much like the world. The cold surrounds the survivor And soon he will meet the same fate Nothing could prepare for the course of actions now Cities are tombs and darkness becomes a parasite Death has won the fight he never started.

The truth is spoken Words of pain emerge from my mouth A metaphor of a savage tarantula The hatred that lingers longer Will consume me to the ends of my skin. When you tell someone a feeling You do not have an idea how things will go Is it possible to smile and realize You are special to hear such words To try to give the cold shoulder You have your own way to think things Blood boils heavy The flames in my eyes are slowly Burning out into ash. Life moves on My soul carries forward The people I meet Those that gave me advice No one will be forgotten So long as I remain living in this world. But I spoke my heart out Said what I did with no regrets Bullet travels through my body I blame all others Love is nothing more Than a tainted game.

I cannot take this pain anymore Everything that I ever hoped to accomplish has ended What I wanted was an escape route from hell I'll never seem to change my dark and demonic ways Anything that I wish to create within my word today Is something I only have hope to live for. I'll place the blame on myself for the wrongs you had done Look in the mirror and see the villian I spawned inside I never knew what was coming until it found its way through Falling deeply into madness and changing at the moment of truth Work made me become forgotten and lost Which makes me fall further away for now. Nobody has the right to make me do anything I hate But when I see the pain inside us both I had to make the final acceptance for us to live with To help you feel good and continue well in life And to allow myself to be the person I love being Reality must make a return for the love we share. The satire that builds throughout the aura of flesh With slowly devour itself in fear of death Was what I decided and for us to accept Something that should have been done all along Nothing will keep me from being the best I can And I refuse to think anything less I may be feeling a form of destruction inside my head But my goal to make her happy can finally be achieved.