Jaded Dragon's blog: "Poetry"

The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted...

Frozen in time Frozen the soul Melting in snow prolific the glow. Hoping for time Sailing the sign Jousting with fate to this forgotten date Sit down, shut up Drink the love of my cup Hoping in vain Trying to stay emotionally sane Frozen in time.

I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much all over for me now.

Why don't you sit down, shut and listen? It's my turn to talk now. Your words mean nothing to me Now it's the start of my mission. Your a brat, a condescending prick. There is no hope for you, unless you change. You must learn to respect those around you. Or up your arse you'll find a large stick. You sit and whine, moan and groan, Wondering why people never like you. Wondering why the world is so mean Why you'll always be alone. Because you don't care about the hearts around you. Give no thought for emotions of others. Degrade that which you don't understand. Here's hoping one day you get a clue.

WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME? Is it my ruffled hair? Is it my blood shot eyes? Is it my raggy clothes? Or my unshaven face? I shall sit and weep alone forever for it is none of these. It is my broken heart. My love has been ripped from me. Taken to the world of above. The world of angels and God. But why? She is my life. She is my world. My heart. My love. No bottle you think could make me as drunk as my sorrow. So be gone you and your judgments. Your old criticisms. LEAVE ME ALONE TO GRIEVE FOR MY LOVE!

Hush, my baby fear not the dark. I am the light you see, In the shadows I spark. Do not be afraid of them, they shall make you strong. Their intent is to let your life be full, happy and long. The light has shadows, it always will. Never to fear, your heart I will fill. For the shadow separates me, I am your host. It makes me who I am, The one who loves you most

Crystal creations Soft and sweet. Not quite rain Falling on my feet. Up and down from side to side. So they can float so they can glide. Trying to fill the new day So new, so fresh Frozen revolutions So white and gay. Such a splendor But will never win Warming the heart But freezing the skin.

Why? Did you leave? Why? Did you have to? Why? Didn't you tell me? Why? Do you love him? Where? Did you go? Where? Will you live? Where? Will you be? Where? Did you go? When? Will you come back? When? Will you leave him? When? Will you ever love me again? When? Will you come to your senses? How? Could you do this to me? How? Could you leave? How? Is he good for you? How? Do I go on?

Who the hell are you to judge me? You and your divorce? Your broken life? Your lonley journey? I have no friends I have no love No one to to call and cry to It's all my choice. It's my life I will live it I don't want your life Your mistakes. I will make my own. Lead my own. Remember my own. Care for those that I care for. So do not judge me. For I am happy. With family in my life. So leave me alone.

Sitting in light. Looking into the dark circle. Smelling the steel. The cold death. Why to seek this? Why not continue? Why continue? Holding the flash. For a weak mind. For a weak soul. For no love. For no control. The blinding flash. The thunderous crash. The smell of the ash. And the coming of the peace Of the everlasting peace...