buckeyebaby10's blog: "RAIN"

I never was struck before that hour

With love so sudden and so sweet.

His face it bloomed like a sweet flower

And stole my heart away complete.

My face turned pale, a deadly pale.

My legs refused to walk away.

And when he looked what could I ali

My life and all seemed turned to clay.

And then my blood rushed to my face.

And took my eye sight quite away.

The trees and bushes round the place

Seemed midnight at noonday.

I could not see a single thing,

Words from my eyes did start.

They spoke as cords do from the string,

And blood burnt round my heart.

Are flowers the winters choice?

Is love always snow?

He seems to hear my silent voice

Not love appeals to know.

I never saw such sweet a face

As that I stood before.

My heart was left it's dwelling  place

And can return no more....................

My life if a single steping stone.

I live it day to day all alone.

No one there to help me stand.

No one there to lend me a hand.

I spend my life by crying out.

Wondering what it's all about.

Knowing that without a doubt.

One day I'll figure it all out.

Today must not have been the day.

As again all alone I still lay.

Maybe tomarrow will bring about.

Something that will help me figure it out.

I can't go on like this much more.

Feels like my insides have already tore.

From the emptiness I feel inside.

Because of another day that I've cryed.

I'm waiting for someone to help me through.

I'm hoping that someone will be you.........

I"m standing in the rain, trying to wash away the pain. I can't let you know how you hurt me so, from all the times you led me astray. I hear you say "I love you.", but it don't feel the same. Something in me tells me to run away. Leave you behind me and let it all go. Leave you behind me that's what I must do. Yet.....  I'm still standing in the rain tryin to wash away the pain of you.

Lookin at you now, it's just not the same. All I can see is the pain. You made me believe so much in you. That I don't know what else to do, but.... Leave you behind me and let it all go. Leave you behind me, that's what I must do today.

Hours have turned to day, days ahve turned to months. I lay awake lost in a world of unknown. Wondering where and what I did wrong. Why do I lay alone? Why do I feel so broken? I gave you everything I had, everything I was. And you took it and tour me apart. I wanna scream, I wanna cry, but I try and nothing comes out. The fear of loosing you has become reality, leaving me numb to the world around me. Now I stand alone trying to find my way back home. As I stand in the rain and wash away the pain, I have left you behind forever more.