Hopie's blog: "ramdom thoughts on things that arent really pertinant"

THE BEST NEWS I HAVE HAD IN A LONG TIME NO SOONER THAN I GOT DONE PRAYING THAT HE WAS OK I GET WORD FROM HIS BUDDY THAT THEY FOUND HIM HE IS ALIVE VERY MINIMAL INJURIES AND IS ON A HELO BACK TO THERE CAMP ! I AM EXTACTIC I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO IF I LOST HIM WITH OUT FULLY GETTING OT KNOW HIM AND BEING A LARGER PART OF HIS LIFE , THANK GOD HE IS SAFE!

in about august i met a wonderful man on here named Aj Mccalister, he was severely stricken with cancer and we ended loosing him to it on November 17 of last year, well in his will it apparently stated that his laptop be sent to his nephew who is proudly serving our country in iraq and has done so attached to a "team" that has been getting pounded over the past few days last week on the 10 they lost some one who happened to be his partner and him and one other member were wounded it was on the news and in the local paper, well at 11:30 this evening i get home sighn in to yahoo and find an offline message from one of his buddies saying that his position was over ran and they have not heard from him in 12 hours that message was sent to me at 5:47 pm , we had gotten so close and were looking forward to and antisiating his return home after 3 years away and us getting together so man y things planned and dreampt of , now i may have lost some one very dear to me again , i dont know what to do i just keep saying to my self no it is not true no no no no no , it is not working this is not happening his uncle came in to my life at a point i needed him and was taken to soon and now i have his nephew rob whom i have gotten so close with , i cant loose him now not like this he has to come home safe to me and his family, i cant take this again !!!!!

OK SO WHY THE HELL IS IT THAT HOT GUYS ARE ALWAYS WITH FAT UGLY ASS WOMEN??? COULD SOME ONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME ??!! IVE BEEN TO SEVERAL PAGES THIS MORNING AND HERE ARE ALL THESE SEXY ASS WELL BUILT GUYS WITH PICS OF CHICKS THAT WEIGH LIKE 300 POUNDS SAYING THIS IS MY BABY I LOVE HER SO MUCH ,AND MANY VARIATIONS ON THAT WTF IS UP WITH THAT SHIT IS IT THAT THERE SELF ESTEEM IS SO LOW THAT THEY THINK THEY CANT DO ANY BETTER OR WHAT??? I MEAN DAMN I KNOW LOVE IS BLIND BUT COME ON NOW, LOVE ISNT THAT BLIND , I KNOW THE OLD ADAGE THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME IN THE DARK COMES IN TO PLAY BUT SHIT I AM NOT ABOUT TO FALL FOR THAT SHIT ,I JUST DONT SEE THE APPEAL OF THE WHOLE BBW THING AND WHY IS THAT THOSE THAT ARE CONSIDERED BBW ARE IN FACT NOT THE SLIGHTEST BIT BEAUTIFUL AT ALL BUT ARE ALL IN FACT UGLY AS SIN!!! I KNOW ROUND IS A CURVE BUT GOD DAMN BOYS WAKE THE HELL UP AND REALIZE THAT THAT THERE ARE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN OUT THERE THAT WONT SQUISH UR ASS WHEN THEY RIDE YOU!!! ROFLMAO!!! AND ANOTHER THING DONT SEE THE APPEAL IN THE ANEROXIC CRACK HEAD LOOK EITHER NO SHAPE AT ALL SUNKEN IN CHEEK BONES NO ASS NO BREASTS NO BODY I SEE MEN WITH WOMEN LIKE THAT AND I THINK GOD DAMN HES IN THE CLOSET CAUSE SHE FOR DAMN SURE LOOKS LIKE A MAN , HELL BOYS IF U WANT SOMETHING THAT LOOKS LIKE A MAN JUST GO FOR A MAN NO ONE WILL LIKE YOU ANY LESS NOT TO MENTION WOMEN LOVE A MAN THAT GOES BOTH WAYS I CAN PERSONALLY VOUCH FOR THAT ONE , !!! AND ONE MORE RANDOM THOUGHT , HOW IS THAT SOME PEOPLE CAN FALL IN LOVE WITH SOME ONE THEY DONT EVEN TRULY KNOW OVER THE INTERNET SERIOUSLY NOW ARE YOU REALLY THAT FUCKING LONELY THAT YOU THROW YOUR FEELING ON TO SOME POOR UNSUSPECTING FEMALE YOU THINK IS HOT AND THEN FALL HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HER WHEN IN SOME CASES THERE THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY AND YOU HAVE NO CHANCE OF EVER MEETING OR BEING WITH THEM GROW THE HELL UP BOYS U CANT GET PUSSY FROM SOMETHING UL NEVER BE WITH AND GIRLS YEAH I KNOW WOMEN DO IT TO FUCKING YOUR SELF TO THEM JERKING OFF ON CAM AINT GOING TO CUT IT FOR VERY LONG !!! OH AND TO CLARIFY ONE THING IN MY FIRST THOUGHT I AM NEITHER HUGE NOR TINY MY CURVES ARE WHERE THEY SHOULD BE AND BY MOST STANDARDS I AM ABOVE AVERAGE IN LOOKS NEVER HAD A COMPLAINT I AM 5 FOOT 6 AND WEIGH ONE FOURTY SO YEAH EVERY THING IS WHERE IT SHOULD BE , SO IN CLOSENING NEXT TIME YOU SEE A GUY WITH PICS ON HIS PAGE OF A HUGE COW AND HIM SAYING UNDER IT THIS IS MY BEAUTIFULLY BABY LEAVE A COMMENT AND LAUGH UR ASS OFF ABOUT IT CAUSE U KNOW ITS FN FUNNY , AND LIKE WISE FOR THE GUY WITH THE MAN LIKE CRACK WHORE LOOKING GIRLFRIEND CAUSE U KNOW HES MORE THAN LIKELY IN THE CLOSET!!!!!!! OH AND I APPOLIGIZE FOR ANY ONE THIS OFFENDS JUST THE WAY I FEEL EVERY ONE HAS THERE RIGHTS TO FREE SPEECH! OH AND TO MY NUTTY YOU ROCK SEXY LOVES YA *MUAH*