I want to change the world with my writing... I want to open a
few eyes so people will see beyond themselves and their little
problems. But it is ok to put yourself first every once in a while.
Just remember, there are people out there who need you more than you do.
"Don't let anyone, even your parents break you. Find good people
who care about you and surround yourself with just them. If you
can't find them at first, find good music and fall into it, let
it hold you until they come." -Davey Havok
Personallity: I want a guy whos not afraid to be himself, I'm not here to
crack open any shells. I love when a guy can make me feel like a girl. So,
I like when he's not clean and doesn't know a damn thing about shopping.
It's cute to me. I like to shop for them<3 I used to love stupid guys
because it made me feel smarter, but now... smart is sooo sexy. Love
when I can screw up a guys hair if he screws up mine. And one who's
not afraid to let me put some eyeliner on him for fun. And will tease
me when he kisses me. Kisses my Neck and not my cheek. Can have an
inside joke with me and can handle my goofiness. I'm a very carring
person so someone who will let me spoil them. A guy who will keep
my head out of the rain. I'm not big on the whole door opening thing
because that makes me nervious. I want a guy who will hold my hand
in public. Not afraid to be rough when we play on the floor but still
let me win. A guy who doesn't mind when I take forever to get ready.
He will share a meal with me and wouldn't mind going out to eat often.
A guy who can get along with my friends and can laugh with them. He
will kiss me where ever I am hurt and kiss the scars. A guy who wouldn't
mind going to the gym with me and running with me. Someone who sees me
beautiful with out my make-up and wearing a t-shirt and undies. He must
have a good taste in music. A guy who will let me lay on top of him and
watch tv. I'm a huge fan of cuddling<3 I admit. I ALWAYS FALL FOR THE
FLIRTY GUY! I don't thinking telling me "You're hot" is flirty...
I don't kiss with tongue, if I do it's only because I'm drinking or
NO ONE is around for miles. I think it's cute when I'm with a guy and
he gets really protective, not to my guy friends but to anyone else.
I think I've found someone who's filling in these shoes, I'm quite
taken with him. He doesn't know it yet♥
It hurt too much to have sex without love or, worse, sex with a
hope for love that didn't pan out. The soreness between my legs
was the same as my heart. Who was I kidding? I could never fuck
like a man. It tore me apart. Guys seem to be able to tell you
anything and do another, or do one thing and tell you another,
without a twinge of pain or regret. Even when a new man came along,
someone who seemed so promising, it always turned out to be the same.
When I fucked, I was looking for love. And when I was looking for love,
I got fucked.
-Elizabeth Hayt
I think everyone has something to hide, oh and I have my fair share.
People are afraid of people. We even judge ourselves, and with that we
are never satisfied. When we are not satisfied we hide what is our flaws
and that becomes our little something to hide.
