Dj KuntryBoySwag's blog: "Random thoughts"

Sitting on the edge of my bed I come to realize that emptiness is all I know

I sit alone in the world as she and everyone just walk past 

I reach out to grab her but she pulls away so I go to reach out to grab another and my hand goes right through them like I am some ghost

I call out to her but, does she even her my pleas 

I'm standing in front of her but, can she even see me

Its over now can't bare this pain any more

I keep fighting but, I don't can't any more 

I asked for help you ignored me

As I step off this cliff I say my final goodbye forever more I sleep with the demons because that's what I am

Hurt me with honesty 

don't love me with lies

Tell me you want me

or say goodbye

Pain is a dish 

best served with truth

Deceit and lust

are not what I need 

from you 

injure me with trust 

don't grind my dreams to dust

Loyalty means more to me 

Those dreams

I dream of us?

Well they're filled with fragile trust

I don't think I am asking to much from you

Help me make those visions come true

Trust

Dreams

Loyalty 

combined with

Love and Honesty is the recipe I need to walk into your arms 

Freely, Completely, Eteranally. 

It's almost midnight,

and I'm still waiting

for your reply,

because I'd rather talk to you, 

than do anything else.

But as the day comes to an end,

I realize that I'm wasting my time,

because you haven't replied for hours,

and it shows in your eyes,

that you'd rather talk to someone,

that's not me.

You stand with the gun in your hand

Staring at the wall with a look so sad

Thinking about who really cares

And will they even notice if I just disappeared

In one bang, blood rushed to the head

He'd rather fly through the sky than walk with the dead

He stays high while the world goes by

Just another day here waiting to die

And he cries but his girl denies

It's funny how love comes with so many lies

She said she'd never do it again

So he puts on a smile and starts to pretend

And he hides all the pain inside

While filling up his arms with pretty little lines

He cuts with no intent to kill

This time he didn't do it

But someday he will

And his angel says,

I know that you can find a way

You're handsome to me

No matter what the people say

It's all gonna be okay

You're handsome to me

But, she also lies the world is just one cold place

Too weak, too weary to try

Too angry inside,

I'm all alone with nobody else

I'm so in need of help, 

Is anyone listening I'm asking for help!