hello hello everyone. I havnt written in a while and i cant sleep SO i figured why the hell not....
Things in 2010 arent going as well as i planned, found the most amazing man ever and he dumped me the day after my birthday because i told him i loved him...Whateverrrrr im over it. Iv decided im going back to college but im going to go to college out of state. i want out of this state so bad. Still living at home with my mom and dad... not where i want to be BUT i cant really do anything about it. its either be here or be homeless. I lost my job back in december because i got swine flu and was out of work for 2 weeks. They labled me as a "liablity". again...WHATEVER. I lost a bunch of weight. if you havnt been able to tell i went from a size 20 down to a size 13. and still losing more! Im so proud of myself for accomplishing something i have been working so hard to do for a long time. I may look different on the outside BUT i am the same me on the inside. And that will never change. i believe whole heartedly in staying true to ones self. Iv been working on my drawing, its gotten alot better now that i actually have time to do it more. I really missed drawing and all that stuff. I have gotten in contact with a bunch of my friends from school again. I missed them alot, havnt seen all of them for like 2 years. got to hang out with a couple of them last week it was awesome. I missed them! I cant really think of much else to write right now. so I will leave you with that... talk to you allll later!
Niki