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I sometimes like standing in the darkness of my mind..
Stand there, and make faces to all, laughing without the rhyme or reason, that even I sometimes do not know why.
The act of total control, of the madness that's inside.
Is the funnest, the most painful, the most hateful of that, I love to hide.
The blank stare to the universe, I put on the mask of nothings wrong.
All the while I'm screaming at the top of my lungs to the crowd that's not even listening, or cares if I'm sadly hurting... inside.
Wondering if the illusion that I'm seeing, is the dream that I'm living to eternity.
I want to disappear from the show, exit stage left, I see a light....
Only to find that it is another illusion, that the maddening mind loves to define.
I must want, I must need, I must survive until the end of time...
Until the next illusion takes over, and I slip into the dream of reality, that I know is coming to rip up the mind. Leaving it in shreds, and once more it leaves me again......
Wondering Why....
RandomMadness.......
