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one thing i have never understood is when you love someone so much you give up everything youve ever wanted to be with them and make them happy and they treat you like your a bad guy. you bend over backwards and do things youd never do just because its what thy wanted. and yet its still not good enough. how can someone tell you they love you one minute then you leave for work and they get on dating sites telling the opposite sex that they want them and the person they just told they love is lazy, insecure, drives them crazy and not in a good way and unfortunatley they are with them. why on earth do people do that if they really love someone? why do they sit there and cry and say it kills them that the only person they love doesnt believe they love them, thinks theyre cheating, thinks they dont want them, and wants to leave? but the next day tell the people they see daily that they dont care if she stays or goes. im fed up with giving my all and being told im their everything just to be bashed to every female that will listen. i love with all my heart and i was lucky enough to find a love as great as my sons father who was killed last year but sometimes im not sure if love is really enough. i deserve respect, loyalty, compassion. my sons father kept me a secret for far too long and even though i loved that man for many many years i still walked away. i refuse to make the same mistake twice because a womans heart can only break so much before it shatters. im young yet im too old to be playing these head games. ive lived my life at a very young age and i got all of that out of my system so when i got into such a serious relationship it would be real not just a huge game. do is stay or do i go? its my turn to make the decision because he has taken too long and has played too many games.
