what to do...
I mean, really ,if you read my previous crush blog you can see that I am either a complete nutjob or I really really care for this guy(not a nutjob BTW)
Anyhoo, I have an opportunity to go hang out with him tomorrow, and I may take this opportunity to "push" this friendship into the right direction...he's not happy where he's at, neither am I, and he keeps tiptoeing around pointing our friendship in a much closer direction.
We'll see, hanging out with him no matter what, I'll probably chicken out of pushing us in the right direction tho :(