36yr old Female,straight, 5'7", brown hair and eyes,approximately 150-160lbs,a few tattoos, ears only pierced. I usually dress in jeans,tank tops,t-shirts,boots,sneakers,flip flops. My main color of clothing is black and has been since the 80's. In the 80's I wasn't really into the GLAM BANDS I was more into Metallica,Iron Maiden, as well as 88.9 on Sundays when the newest metal and local metal bands came on...it is now rap I hear. I love music and I have a wide variety of music but only in the rock and roll part.There are very few out of the ordinary songs I like where it comes to music but I did grow up in the 70's and 80's.I really do not like rap and dance music, I can't go to a bar or club unless a band I want to see is playing or they have pool tables and/or dart boards.I am a single 1/2 native American and 1/2 French Canadian woman who lost her only child in 2005 at the age of 14 years old to a cheering accident and the emergency system failed her miserably,took 30 min to get there then another 20 min to get to a hospital less than 10 min away regular driving.She cheered for many years and this would have been her newest team and her high school team, she would have been going into 9th grade but died august 9th 2005...you may have seen it on the news. I don't really like to talk about it too much unless I want to talk about it. I am still human and on this earth, only god knows why, so I am here to make the best of what I have left..which isn't much. It is hard to find someone who truly cares about my feelings and wants to stay by my side, most of my so called "friends" haven't even called me since the first year and the rest are slowly fading away. Some of them have families and their children to attend to and I understand that but it gets lonely being with just your animals on holidays or any day for that matter. I really don't celebrate holidays anymore but it would be nice to be invited or even be picked up after the major holiday events are over.People get scared when they talk to me because they are afraid of saint the wrong things but I have a "stupid people packet" that everyone can read before they talk to me, I am still here on this earth and would like to live as peaceful and content as possible. I am sorry if you didn't like my little venting session but I had to make my point before any of you want to chat or anything.Please don't be afraid to be my friend because something horrible has happened to me it happens all to often and don't go overboard because you feel bad for me, just treat me normal and all is well.If you want to ask questions it is ok, I don't bite.Well thats it for me. If you want to chat, be my friend, pass me by it is all good on my end. I hope to meet some real people on here, I hate fake people as well.