everyone looks at my mascara tears
no one realizes all my fears
they ask me what is wrong
no one can help i am to far gone
all this pain again and again
why wont it stop i need it to end
the tears wont stop
that is when i drop
down to my knees
he wont listen to my pleas
all around me people are dying
no matter what i cant stop crying
my laughs and smiles they are fake
how much more can I take
the tears i cry are real
to much pain
i wish i Could Not Feel