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I can be a good friend, and help anyone out if, I am able. But I also don't care about a lot. if you want to be friends then I'm open and welcoming. but if you want to walk out the door without a word, I will not only allow it, but I will hold it open and lock it behind you. I won't lose sleep over it. I've suffered so many losses, what's one more? To throw away a friendship after 20+ years without an explanation and then ignoring texts and blocking, that's fine. I will endure and thrive. this is not directed at anyone in particular, but this is how I can be, friends are there for each other, and support each other, we can have differences and still be friends and respect the differences. I'm done, I'm going to work on what's going on, if I am texted, it will go unanswered, I gave a good chunk of my life to that friendship.
You know I can't smile without you I can't smile without you I can't laugh and I can't sing I'm finding it hard to do anything You see I feel sad when you're sad I feel glad when you're glad If you only knew what I'm going through I just can't smile without you You came along just like a song And brighten my day Who would have believed that you where part of a dream Now it all seems light years away And now you know I can't smile without you I can't smile without you I can't laugh and I can't sing I'm finding it hard to do anything You see I feel sad when your sad I feel glad when you're glad If you only knew what I'm going through I just can't smile Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me And you see I can't smile without you I can't smile without you I can't laugh and I can't sing I'm finding it hard to do anything You see I feel glad when you're glad I feel sad when you're sad If you only knew what I'm going through I just can't smile without you
I know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought with time you'd realize It's over, over It's not the way I choose to live And something somewhere's got to give As sharing this relationship gets older, older You know I'd fight for you But how I can fight someone who isn't even there I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cause I want it all Or nothing at all There's no where left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are times it seems to me I'm Sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart But I don't show it, show it And then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you can see Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it Don't me make me promises Baby you never did know how to keep them well I've had the rest of you Now I want the best of you It's time for show and tell 'Cause I want it all Or nothing at all There's no where left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing 'Cause you and I Could lose it all if you've got no more room No room inside for me in your life 'Cause I want it all Or nothing at all There's no where left to fall It's now or never Is it all or nothing at all There's no where left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all Or nothing at all There's no where left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all
I took a little journey to the unknown And I come back changed, I can feel it in my bones I fucked with the forces that our eyes can't see Now the darkness got a hold on me Holy darkness got a hold on me Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da How long, baby, have I been away? Oh, it feels like ages though you say it's only days There ain't language for the things I've seen, yeah And the truth is stranger than my own worst dreams The truth is stranger than all my dreams Holy darkness got a hold on me I have seen what the darkness does (Say goodbye to who I was) I ain't never been away so long (Don't look back, them days are gone) Follow me into the endless night (I can bring your fears to life) Show me yours and I'll show you mine (Meet me in the woods tonight) Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Yeah, the truth is stranger than my own worst dreams Holy darkness got a hold on me I have seen what the darkness does (Say goodbye to who I was) I ain't never been away so long (Don't look back, them days are gone) Follow me into the endless night (I can bring your fears to life) Show me yours and I'll show you mine (Meet me in the woods tonight) Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
Not sorrow news, but cant change it, anyway, As some of you know, I am an author, I wrote a book about vampires vs zombies, well one thing led to another and I'm looking at a possible movie deal. hold the applause. Yesterday I sent what I had of the script to paramount pictures, i will get the final version of the script sometime next week. I'll let everyone know what happens once I get any more news.
FRi and Sat were loterally days. tried to work on my bow, couldnt get the pieces to fit, lost one, so I tried to finish it. Guess what? Yep, one of the screws is now so loose I cant use it. $1000 bucks down the pisser. Now I have to take it to a place that deals with it and spend money I really dont have to fix it. One good thing, its cold eough that I dont need to go to the range till spring. Tried to order another one and decoded to cancel it. not dealing with oneida anymore, dont get me wrong, they make great bows, but I'm done, not doing it anymore, everything I've tried has ended up sputtering and fizzling.
