as I sat in my chair of serenity last night.....
My words spilled...
From between my lips and under my tongue...
Broken
Lust
Self
Collapsing
....Eyes...
Widely
Blinded* and tightly shut,..
love?
Hate?
new?
over?
my words climbed up on a branch
& swung deep into her ears...
and as she felt them slide down
Guilty
Decisions...
Sleep
Deprivation...
..........soaked heavily in red wine my words spilled out........
Over and over...
Oh, Help me God....Over and over...
As I exhaled alcoholic vapor.....
It flooded the air until the wind got drunk...
~forever~
~Alone~
~Beside myself~
*our~ words swam around.....
Red wine spilled and glass was shattered..
and the words...
S p i l l e d o u t....
.....
......
......
...................