This persona I have, the way I care,
All of the people’s problems I bare
Yet In the end no one is there ...
No one to talk to, No one to hug or love
Every one that is close, I shove them away
I struggle alone, I don’t know what to say
What people see is a soldier, strength, and courage
I don’t want to take this alone any more
I want to even the score
Can I hang my dog tags and close the door?
To walk away, never see more
to become blind to everything
No pain, real or imagined, no more feeling
how can I let go and still have honor
although I feel that’s been stripped away
darkness and uncertainty I see every day
I have nowhere to turn, nowhere to stay
In my mind, in my heart, nothing but dismay
I wish I knew how to say
the things I need to,
How to keep my demons at bay
I want everything to go away
To stay gone forever, never again to see
I want to be free though I don't know how to be
I wish I can see a brighter day
