THE Broken Angel's blog: "Stuff About Me! :)"

I have spent a lot of time over the last few weeks thinking about why there are so many things about myself that I would change and what would cause me to have so many insecurities. Well, I think I finally figured it out (and giys do not take offense) it is men. Not every man is this way mind you, but the men that I have dated in the past have beat my self confidence down to the point that even though is slowly creeping up it is still pretty mediocre! I have been told that I am fat, ugly, mean, and unattractive to the point that I actually started believing it! I am going to work on it now that I know what I need to work on! :) I guess just from hearing that I am not wanted and not pretty it kind of put me in a place that was not too full of self worth. However, while I was working tonight I sat down for break and started thinking about myself and I have come to the conclusion that I am an amazingly strong person and that anyone that can't see that, appreciate that, and love me for that isn't worth my time! I work two full time jobs, go to school online, have 2 kids and a cat, and still make time for a boyfriend and sleep! It takes a good person to be able to handle of that and the other stuff that is going on in my life! I also looked at some pics of me and you know what....despite popular belief I am not ugly! I am no super model and never will be but I think I am pretty damn attractive young lady! I just wonder what makes men be so mean! Anyways! I am really tired and I have to work again tomorrow so I bette rget in the bed! I just wanted to document my thoughts! I'll write mroe another time! :)

Yea, I realize that I also posted this on my page, but that will be deleted and changed eventually and this will still be here! :) ~Jen GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME: :D My Brag Spot! 1. I am a pleaser....I want the person that I am with to be happy always! :) 2. I am trusting to a fault. 3. I am always faithful and always loyal. 4. I am trustworthy. 5. I am a hard worker and have earned every bit of the little I own. 6. I am a fighter....I don't give up! 7. I don't like to argue and will avoid if at all possible! 8. I am almost always happy! 9. I bounce back from bad things fast! 10. I am determined! 11. I am very loving! 12. I am very affectionate! 13. I am sympathetic! 14. I am compassionate! 15. I am passionate! BAD THINGS ABOUT ME! :( My Not Brag Spot...lol! 1. I can be jealous. 2. I work A LOT! 3. I do have some insecurities about my body. 4. I curse a lot. 5. I smoke cigs. 6. I drink. 7. I like to be spoiled to a point. 8. I drink coffee all day and night! :) 9. I get my feelings hurt kinda easy sometimes. 10. I am not very "girlie" meaning I don't wear a lot of make up, don't know how to use a curling iron, and would rather watch the game or race or be outside camping or hiking than watching soaps! :) 11. I fall in love to easy! 12. I sometimes care too much! Things I like about my body Things I Don't like about it 1. My eyes 1. My stomach 2. My cheek bones 2. My butt 3. My legs 3. My inner thighs 4. My lips 4. My teeth 5. My smile 5. My upper arms 6. My lower arms 6. My hands 7. My hair 7. My nose 8. My neck 8. My elbows 9. My shoulders 10.My lower back