She sits on her bed
Pen and paper on her chest
The gun lay on the pillow next to her head
She begins to right her letter of death
As her tears they fall
To Whoever Cares
My name is Leia and I lay here now gun next to my head
Wondering….more like knowing how the world would be
better off with me dead…..
My mother doesn’t love me she never really did
My father too was never ever there…
I’m so lonely in this big world… I’m so forgotten
People that I thought were friends are gone
I wonder do they ever remember me?
And will they once I’m gone?
I’m sick of never knowing who will hirt me next
My heart has been shattered, walked, on and smashed
But never again will I have to worrie about people knocking on my door
just to put me down
I never have a reason to smile anymore
Only reasons to cry
But when I do cry I have no one to comfort me
No one to dry my tears and say
“Everything will be ok I’m always going to be here”
So I leave you now with this tear stained letter
As I reach for the gun and put it to my temple
I can feel the cold steal against my skin
For some reason it feels comforting
I know now the pain, and tears will soon end
Maybe in heaven I’ll have a Friend
There are people I love but they don’t know
So to them say I love you with ever little broken piece of my shattered
heart
Always I will think of you
Even though you don’t know it you’re my world my everything
I only wish I was able to tell you before now
Because now is too late and I’m going to die
Goodbye to the people who ready this and the people who don’t
And remember to those of you who are going to think this is your fault
it’s not
Nothing ever is
My name is Leia and tonight I'm going to be dead
