What is the color of love? I asked myself this question today when I went on a job interview and I saw so many men of different colors. Now I have never dated or slept with a white man but today got me thinking. I know there are many out there that have dated outside their races, but I never thought I would be a person that would even think about it. Mind you now I do love the brothers. I love the way a black man looks, especially if he got those lips, woman knows what I'm talking about. But when it comes to a white man, I don't know what I would see in them.
Wait, there have been some white men that make me do a double take, the blue of their eyes, the hair and sometime their smile. I know there are some white men out there that can make a woman drop their panties, but could that ever happen to me? Could I ever see myself loving someone outside my race? How would my family feel? and How would that make me look?
The reason for these question are simply. For the last couple of weeks I have met black men that remained me of the Mister and I told my newphew today that I might go out with a white guy, he just shoock his head and said "Why Auntie?" Are there any guy white or black that could give that feeling back in my heart? I know that a question I should be asking myself, I just don't have an answer.
I love every man of every color, but could love really have a color? How does a person choose who to love? Is it in their genes? Are we prome to love one race more than the other? Could a white man look at me and see me and not my color? I know I'm color blind, but today the thought came to me when I saw this white guy that made my panties wet for the first time, and it was weird, I have never felt that way before, than agin it has been two months one week and two day since I last had some and anything might turn me., well not anything.
Many have asked me what I look for in a man, well, my secret, promise not to tell anyone. When I first met a man I look at his eyes. Something about a man eyes that makes my heart jump, than I look at his smile, I love to see people in general smile, but when some men smile it makes me feel good, yes I do look other places as well, If I can see a print than I know maybe he has something, but if not, maybe they know how to work it, but most importantly, a man must know how to talk. Yes talk, I don't like when a man walk up to you and say, "Hey Shawty, Hey Slim", that don't turn me on that just make me want to keep walking, but if a man can talk and I talk back, than you got my attention and I will listen to you talk all night if I have to, but once the commuciation stop, I will walk away.
Well, thats all I wanted to ask for now, be back later...Oh yeah, the job interview went ok, I got an second interview on wedesday at Lowes, Pray that I get it, I really need to work to keep my mind off of other things like counting down the days I haven't had sex...LOL
So Until....
