thank my beautiful sister "light and dark"
yes i use the dark nature to hide my light and most of the time...
for my reality, i am a care giver, i go into the homes of the elderly and help in the smallest of ways....
cook them a meal, clean small things, do errands, or simply sit and talk, and sometimes i take my daughter... to see the joy light up in their face when they see her makes me cry sometimes for no reason...
i know i did something right in that very moment in time when some one i helped simply touches my arm, or hugs me, and tells me they love me...all cuz i do something that i consider to be the right thing to do... and when i chill runs down my spine as i walk away and suddenly feels tears of joys well up ... i know i was in the right place at the right time and did what was simply asked of me... with no reservations or arguments...
but these moments are used to the advantage of ppl who will use my kind hearted nature... and that is y i sit so comfortable in my darkness...
