Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "why"

i try to be nice i try to not yell i try to be a good friend i try to help everyone out if i can i have a kind heart i am a good person or so i have been told yet there are times when i want to say fuck it all i don't want to be nice i am tried of getting shoved around i want to just be mean to everyone i come across i don't want to be so nice i tend to get hurt i don't like to get hurt i am just tired of being the nice girl that everyone takes for granted i have my own needs i have my own fears i don't know what to do all the time but it doesn't matter i can't change who i am i am the listener the one who helps everyone even i can't help myself sometimes