Doug to the D's blog: "The unknown?????"

There is a truth that I will never see! #1 There is this thing that we cannot believe! The way this life is I'll never be, #2 So take my hand and come walk with me! ___________________________________________________ There is a truth that we will never see! #1 There is this thing that I can't believe! The way this life is we'll never be, #2 so take my hand and Walk with me>>>!!!!!! _____________________________________________________ THINGS IN THIS LIFE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW!!!, #1 Truth in my eye's will never show!!! ______________________________________________ HATE BURNING UP FROM DO DEEP INSIDE!!!, #2 Now you see the roots of my selfish pride!!! ________________________________________________ Truth now is blind for anyone to see, Now things I thought I knew I can't believe! How will I ever live that life again?, Unless the truth is something meant to bend? __________________________________________________ GUITAR SOLO __________________________________________________ Truth now is blind for anyone to see! #1 Now things we thought we knew we can't believe! How will we ever live that life again?!!! #2 Unless the truth is something meant to bend?!!! ___________________________________________________ OUTRO

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 7:08 PM - The Unknown????? Current mood: contemplative Category: Blogging "WHAT WILL OUR NEXT DAYS HOLD FOR US?" A GOOD DAY OR A BAD DAY? WE ARE NOT PROMISED ANYTHING SO WE BETTER MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT WE HAVE! TO SOME OF US THAT'S NOT MUCH, BUT TO ALL OF US IT'S SOMETHING. SO DO YOUR BEST WITH WHAT YOU HAVE! AND MAKE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT COUNT!

- Same old story... Current mood: ashamed Category: Writing and Poetry Our candle burns away, the ash's full of lies I gave my soul to you, you cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide,your scared of the truth I'm tired of the lies, cause who i am is where you want to be. Don't act like an angel your fallin again, your no super hero I found in the end. So lie to me once again and tell me everything will be alright, lie to me once again and ask yourself before you say goodbye, well goodbye...... You said you were there for me you wouldn't let me fall, all the times I shared with you were you even there at all??? Why'd you have to up and run away? "A million miles away." I wanna close my eye's and make BELIEVE, that i never found you! Just when i put my guard away, it's the same old story. You left me broken and betrayed, and it's getting boring. Don't act like an angel you've fallin again, your no super hero I found in the end. So lie to me once again and tell me everything will be alright, lie to me once again but ask yourself before we say goodbye, "Well Goodbye!!!" It's the same old story.... Was it worth it in the end????????? "Listening to" "12 STONES" HERE'S THE LINK! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHo-Iigrlfk&feature=user

- Truth or lies? Current mood: vexed Category: Writing and Poetry I sit here and think of you all the days of my life, sometimes I wonder what's become of the things I once knew.the things I now live with are strangely the same as memory's I know to be true, but somehow now they kill. days go bye and here I cry,it could have been different if not for my lies. The dual personality that is me kills itself,lies fight the truth but truth also fights lies,which will win??? All the time I once had now rings in my ears like a gun blast but I know I have to push, push the limits of my mind. cause if I don't I'll loose the fight. things seem to have no meaning anymore but still I know... there is so much more life to live,life that could mean more than the killing past. The pain inside is just the side effect of the lie,no more!!! Currently listening To Anthem for the Underdog By "12 Stones" "HERE'S THE LINK" THIS VIDEO IS ALSO BADD ASS!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzspwsVDpQ4

12:22 AM - The haunting Current mood: determined And a little confused. Category:Writing and Poetry THE THUNDER ROLLS AND THE LIGHTNING CRASHES, THE CHAOS AND CONFUSION BOTH AWAKEN MY PASSIONS. I SEE MY ROSE FROM A FAR OFF DISTANCE, SHE SHINES LIKE THE SUN DESPITE NATURES MISCHIEF. HER BEAUTY BEGIALS ME HER INTEGRITY INTRIGUES, A LOVE TO DEEP TO BE MEASURED IN NUMBERS OR LEAGUES. Currently listening To Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson "HERE'S THE LINK" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJnJTyOCj_E&feature=related

Thursday, August 07, 2008 12:18 AM - Current mood: crushed Category: Broken and Cold...... Writing and Poetry Tears are all that are left in a lonely heart, peices of something that used to be whole now fall to the floor. Something evil replaces a thing that was once called love, the pian of it all now cracks the mind of what once was a good man. There are things that a heart can never understand, things that were once meant for good now disolve. There is only torment left in this thing called a man? Has he ever really even been close to what he thought he was? What's left twists his mind and blinds his eye, He tries to think of something to do other then cry! The rest of a broken life just doesn't seem enough, everything that has been lost just seems a better reason to call the bluff. So what the fuck! he feels like he's run out of luck, He just gave it all away,Now there's nothing left to say! Except goodbye... """Currently listening to""" "RED - Already Over" This Is Bad Ass Music! you Will Love it if you give it a Chance... HERE'S THE LINK! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DY0qHJ_dLag

11:09PM - A diary Current mood: numb Category: DON’T ASK Writing and Poetry NEW YEARS DAY 11:09PM BEGINNING TO WONDER IF I'M GOING TO HOLD ON MUCH LONGER...I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN HOLDING ON FOR A WHILE NOW ANYWAYS.DESPAIR SEEMS TO BE MY ONLY COMPANY LATELY, BESIDES WEAKNESS WHO IS ONLY GIVING SPEED TO HER COMPANY. I KNOW IN MY SPIRIT THAT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE I COULD DO TO FIGHT THE URGE, BUT THE SCREAMS ARE GETTING LOUDER AND THE TIME THAT HEALS SEEMS TO BE THE VERY TIME THAT EVADES ME... WITH EACH CLICK OF THE CLOCK I GET CLOSER, THERE DOESN'T SEEM TO BE ANY FEAR FOLLOWING DESPAIR THOUGH I ALMOST WISH THERE WERE. THE DAYS GO BUY LIKE BULLETS, MOVING PAST ME AGONYSINGLY SLOW, AND CLOSE ENOUGH TO KILL... I WONDER,WHEN THE TIME COMES, WILL I STEP OUT OF THE WAY...OR JUST WAIT FOR IT.MY FLESH SCREAMS AS MY BRAIN BOILS IN SELF LOATHING,THE BEAST WANTS OUT.I CAN FEEL MY CHEST TEAR, HOW MUCH LONGER NOW? I CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE... "EMOTIONS RIP THREW ME ON CALL AND THE BEAST PULLS THE TRIGGER" I LOOK OVER THE EDGE,LOOKS LIKE A LONG FALL, BUT NOT FOR ME, FOR THE ONE'S WHO ARE WITH ME, I KNOW THEY'LL BE THE ONE'S GOING OVER WHEN I'M GONE, I HOPE THEY CAN CLIMB BACK QUICKLY... THEY'RE THE ONLY REASON I'M HERE NOW, AND THEY'LL BE MY ONLY REGRET. IT'S GETTING CLOSER NOW I CAN FEEL IT, COMING TO TAKE THE LIFE THAT I OFFER FREELY. PAIN TAKES THE PLACE IN MY HEART WHERE LOVE USED TO BE...THERE IS ONLY DARKNESS NOW...ANOTHER DAY OF HEAVEN AND HELL..................=[ Currently listening To "Unfaithful" By "Rihanna" "SAD BUT TRUE!" I LOVE THIS SONG IT REMINDS ME OF MY EX :p GIRL. "Here's the link" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_4-zRVFLnY