well so after getting very little sleep last night i woke up and decided that today i am gonna be me again, lately i havent been able to be becuase i have been so worried about what to wear and how to act, well i finally said fuck it i miss being me i miss dressing how i do and i want it back, so i went to the store bought some hair die came home and fixed myself up and id have to say i think i look pretty damn good. i feel like me again i feel like i am not acting like anyone else or dressing like anyone else! damnit I FEEL GOOD, for those of you who care and actally read these i should hae some pic up soon, but till then i gotta go to work