enernati's blog: "Thoughts and writings"

Listen... Can u hear the pace oh my heart quicken as my desire and need for u builds. Come closer baby so I can kiss those lips that have my thoughts at attention. U can feel it can't u. you feel my heart pounding . Do u want me? Is that the pounding of ur heart I feel as we kiss? Does ur heart beat to the same rhythm because ur desire is as great as mine? I want your body to surrender itself to the pleasures my soul is intent on giving u. Feel me in a kiss, want me inside, and need me forever... E.D.M.L.

May it be distance of miles or distance of the heart. In the relationship between love and distance , lonely is usually the result. What do you do when you can't be with the one that gives you reason. And the desire to see your soul in their eyes is only matched by the desire to be the source of their smile. Wanting to define words with actions and give both an identity. Needing to feel the embrace that excites and protects. Yearning for those kisses that build passion to the point it's still felt at the pull back. I need to have you close me, in more way than one. I need to see you eyes. I need to kiss your lips. I need to touch your heart. I have to love you...

Close your eyes,let my voice guide you... Trust me. Listen and feel the words i am sayin to you... Trust me A little further please baby , here take my hand... Trust me Our friends and family our here... Trust me Open your heart, let me love you... Trust me Baby i cannot do this alone, i need your help now... Trust me I DO promise you that my love is as real as your trust in me and mine in you. Trust that i love you . Trust that we are a fairy tale blessed by living...EDML

You speak to me as if you've forgotten reality alludes you. Dreams sold on a promise plantation. Good intentions the overseer, while Lies the Master. My heart which you sought to enslave remains as free as your dishonesty... E.D.M.L.

I knew that to get comfortable in your heart I ran the risk of not your regular heartbreak. I saw you not just as my now, but my forever and always. I saw you as the beginning of happiness and the ending of pain linked to bullshit. I dreamed of a female that could make me not break me, move me not abuse me, respect me not absorb and dispose of me. My ability of giving is only out shined by my ability to give at the wrong time. Since jokes are told in between stories of fairy tales that were attainable. They just seem to blend into an on point depiction of realities cruelty. Echoes responded to only by the silence of the voice that made them. Visions hidden to the eye that dreamed them. Is it possible to live a life of unconditional love? Is it possible to bet your last smile on the long shot of real love returned? Is could of, would of, should of, maybe, I hope, I think, well if everything works out to where your not at risk then maybe we could have a mutual smile that lasts for more then just a frowns relaxation...E.D.M.L.

Glances and assumptions made me overlook destiny. It was the strength of desire that led me to look. Your want made me focus on my everything. Your everything made me realize my desire. Now Love has me and I'm the happiest and luckiest man. Joy has led me to hang on your next word. Want has made me realize I deserve more then what I've thought. I've always been in love with Love and now my love is yours...E.D.M.L.

When did negativity become ok? When did the disregard of common courtesy become acceptable? Does an abusive hand warrant more loyalty then a sincere kiss. Does fear out weigh hope. Is the safety in alone worth the price of lonely. Holding on to the wrong things and pushing away that which would make us happy. Faith has been replaced with doubt. Doubt has us expecting the worse, not even considering the possibility of great outcomes. We hide behind walls to protect ourselves from dangers that reside in our minds. Unable to let our hearts explore or be explored. I want more then to hold on to a dream. I want it to show itself to me in real time and restore my faith. Make me believe in that which once filled me with joy, excitement, with life. I don't wanna just get through the day to only dread tomorrow. I wanna live as intensely as I wanna love. I wanna love with passion , with honor, with loyalty, and with faith. I want my commitment to life to be shared and appreciated. Let me die in love rather than live in fear...E.D.M.L.

Moments shatter expectations b/c I never expected loved to be replaced by the Lord's Kiss. In your eyes I`ve found my connection to my creator. God made you not just for me. He made you for me to cherish as his greatest gift. Every sunrise sheds new light on our love and every sunset tucks in yesterdays emotion. I want the feelings you bring me to be a sign that not only is love real but it is a kiss blown from God. I want to honor his plan by overachieving his plan for our loves destiny. Marry me and let my expressed love for you be a craved situation and a prayed for miracle...E.D.M.L.

A chance moment seems to be leading to forever as interest turns to love. Wide eyed expectations of nothing have given way to real time possibilities of attainable dreams. Feelings thought to reside only in stories of glass slippers. Now occupy the heart of a prince that has found his no longer sleeping beauty. Attention demanding lips producing kisses powerful enough to awaken and transform, repeatedly jump from print to action. You inspire my heart's replenishment. Let me inspire your mind to imagine. And we discover our soul's mate...E.D.M.L.