sheerspice's blog: "thoughts"

I SIT EVERY DAY IN PAIN I TRY TO THINK OF THINGS TO MAKE IT GO AWAY I TRY TO KEEP SMILING EVEN THO IM IN PAIN I DONT WANT MY KID TO SEE I HURT, EVEN WHEN I CAN STAND THE PAIN NO MORE I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT THE PAIN HURTS THE PAIN NEEDS TO STOP WHY DONT THE PAIN GO AWAY,IM SO TIRED AND WANT SOME SLEEP GOD TAKE THE PAIN BACK SO I CAN REST PAIN STOP WILL YOU YOU ARE SO MEAN AND UGLY AT TIMES I HATE YOU

I sit and think of what i should do , why do people act the way they do to others, why be so mean in the ways they are, how can they hurt people the way they do even tho they have kids that get hurt at the same time, what can be going on in thier minds,