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I am taking a break from everything and stepping back. I need to OBSERVE,....and more importantly,...i need to THINK. I have been VERY passionate about the fam from the moment I was inducted. The natural thing to do when something makes you feel great is to hang onto it, cherish it, and make it your own.
***But that doesnt always mean everything is always right within ones self.
A wise person taught me just a few years ago that "everyone has a story"
And as Ive explained that to some of you, I also added that I believe everyones story shares common ground, and/or will intertwine in some way as time goes on. Sometimes, we individually have to find out things for ourselves in order to see the true light.For me, unfortunately this is one of those times.
I came into the fam and quickly developed a passion. NOT because I want to gain any power or anything like that, but because as a person, i was always my OWN person, did my own thing, and if people liked it, they liked it. if not, whatever. but at the same time, a LOT of that time, I was a loner. Fam love gave ME a sense of belonging. When I was inducted, one of the first things I stated was: "AND THEY SAID I COULDNT BE FORMATTED". It came out with comedic sarcasm,....but deep inside, it held true meaning for me.
A LOT has transpired here lately, and With so many different sides to different stories coming to surface, it LITERALLY is making my head hurt, and BAD. Im as smashmouth and straight forward as anyone, but I also know well enough to slow my own roll and take a step back.
*** I WILL BE ON TO SHOW LOVE LIKE I ALWAYS DO.....BUT AT THOSE MOMENTS IT WILL BE SILENTLY*** My return is somethin that needs to sort itself out....That being said, I wont make any promises....because I simply CANT.
AGAIN, I need to step back, observe, and THINK.
For all whom it may concern, I love you guys, and ***IM - SORRY***
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